health is important, now i know why
Sunday, July 19 13:01


Fai is spending 20 minutes in the shower.
Im pissed because i can smell the scent of my shampoo + conditioner.
And he's definately using my shampoo AND conditioner.
But, it doesnt really bug me.

Whats been bugging me is the fact that everytime i recovered after being sick,
i'll be sick again.Its totally irritating yknow.
But you know whats worst ?
Waking up with a massive headache and pretending you're okay infront of your parents.
And a week staying in the hospital was really hell for me,
Oh and not only that, guess what, i had to endure two week of back ache because of my spine.
I lost focus in class and whenever im fine, i'll fall sick again.

But the most ultra scary part is,
knowing that my body has 29 percent more white cells ,
than the average amount of white cell needed in a body.
You might think its abnormal, but my parents, they dont even care about it.
isnt it just scary not knowing what your body is going through?
My body took in so much medication, different types of medication.

I have a list of what to eat and what not to eat,
What to drink and what not to drink.
Isnt it hell to you just reading this?
I dont get to eat nice food now and its really irritating.

Its nice having dinner outside, especially on the weekends.
But its really irritating when all you get is a 'no' when you choose what you wanna eat.
And they were the one who choose what you should eat.
Damn, i just cant wait to taste food again.

Funny as it seems but i dont get it why im pouring all this here.
No one to talk to?
Naah, its just nice to type it all out yknow.

ps:// i've deleted most people in my links becuase they have shifted and they didnt bother to tell me.

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