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Outta my head.
Friday, July 31 20:40



Oh great, first my friends warn the uncles in waterpoint to not give me any ice in my drink.
And now what? Nora threw away the ice tray-S?
Ugggggggghh.

I swear, quiting having cancerstick is easier than not eating ice.
Pffft. Nora is f-in irritating right now.
Sometimes, i wonder if im really her daughter. HAHAHA!
Uggggghhh.

Thank God, its gonna be the end of today already.
School & home ? There's no difference.
Both suck now.
I hate it that the teachers are always asking about my condition now.
Its starting to annoy me.

And I didnt expect it to happen during CGeog lesson.
I swear, i freaked out.

Anyway, thanks Zainul to be the very first person to come and ask if im alright.
Hohoho.



Bytheway, my gay-partner turned up for art consultation. hahahahaa.
So i went back with him. -.-
and ey, you still owe me 3 damn good reason why i must stop eating ice.

ps:// anyone succeeds, i'll make sure i'll return a favour. i promise.

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illusion
Wednesday, July 29 15:57


just read this conversation i had with Andrea at the kedai Mary.

Andrea : why dont you put a cereal box on his head. that'll cover his face.
Izzy : great, why dont you just hand over a gun to me.
Andrea : Only if you promise to kill him instead of killing yourself.
Izzy : who's gonna be that stupid?
Andrea : You(?)


pfft.
You rock my day.
Anyway, i dont really mind.
And im not surprise.

im not dying yet. Wait till the day arrive.
And then you can throw rocks at me.
have a good day bitches and dickies

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too much
Tuesday, July 28 20:49


mom pissed me off.
ugh.

No words can describe how much i really hate her attitude.
Make up your mind first before you call me next time, lady.

On top of all this shit and despite the ache, i did house chores for that lady.
let me repeat, i did house chores for that lady .
Shouldnt she like thank me or something?

I wanted to warn her that long face will not make her look younger.
but i'll be wasting my time and breath talking to her.

Anyway, im just having a 5 min break from studying Cgeog.
12 points to rmbr just for the impacts (?)
*using Sillah's tone* i can go and D.I.E .
ugh.

okaygo. im off now.
back to studying -.-

buenos noches!

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Run baby run
Monday, July 27 20:02
okay. it feels good to run again.
but somehow regret it cause now,
my back is starting to ache again.

im tired, really tired.
& i wish i dont have to go to school tomorrow.
anyway, merci Adiq.

haha.

and and and, KS semble bon aujourd'hui.
okaygo buenos noches.

go ajey.

melancholy
Sunday, July 26 01:40


Okay, i've been sleeping late i guess (?)
MTV is so boring.They repeat the same music video everyday.

okay la, emooo.

okaygo ajey.



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one two three
Friday, July 24 19:21
Je souhaite que Keith n'est pas dans la meme classe avec moi
Je sais que personne ne sait comment parler et comprendre le français sauf ahmad. haha
de toute façon keith doesnt savent anglaise, et je me contenterai de blog en français
Keith est tellement sexy i just cant prendre mes yeux hors de lui . hahahaha.
sa juste irrisistable depuis sec 3 i a mes yeux sur lui.
sa drôle comment je me suis souvenu que je me suis assis avec lui sur la première journée d'ecole
et pas seulement que l'on pense même devise ensemble de la classe
Its just funny thinking about it.
Anyway, même à mon pire état maintenant de vous voir tous les jours en classe vraiment mon étincelle de tous les jours à l'école ((:

and on top of all this, one day, i'll tell ya this.
im secretement amoureuse de toi.

ps://iss il bon que vous n'avez pas de soins ,au moins dans le pouvoir de vous aimer .

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Dearest Mawar,
Happy 16th birthday to you.
Thank you for always being there for me when i need someone to talk to.
Four years of friendship, and am still counting.
I love you babe & I hope you like the brownie ^^,
Anyway, i wanted to search a picture of you, but i just couldnt find any in my folders.
Sorreyy, not a big deal anyway right?

Haha. Anyway, a lil' somethin' somethin' from me.
You can find this in my blog too, Mawar.


You helped me through problems, through things good and bad.
You helped me keep smiling when I was sad.
You helped me with guys, You made me stay strong.
How will I live, when you are gone?
And where the years take us, no place is too far.
Just think of each other, wherever we are.
You're a wonderful person with good hearts to lend,
and know this, you're the best friend i could ever wish for.


Happy birthday babe.
Love, Izzy.

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i was browsing through my folders and was trying to find a picture of Mawar.
It was 4pm when i started browsing and you know what, i was distracted, and did other stuffs.
Anyway, after seeing all the pictures , i realised that i have so many kinds of hairstyles (*:*)

look,



long fringe & short hair




short fringe & short hair




bangs & short hair




wavy long hair




short fringe & blow hair




short fringe & straight hair


hahaha. there's lots more but im just lazy to upload.
all right, im off to have my dinner.

okaygo ajey now.

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sucha pity
Tuesday, July 21 17:57



okay great.
After eating, i'll just have massive headache and then i'll throw up.
Today isnt the first time it happen.
It's the second, and i really hate it.

I think oral went on just fine.
I still hate it that i cant really taste food yet.
Angry? yes i am.

Math was a total bore and so was core geog.
Both teachers were absent. -.-"
Anyway, my life really is a torture now.

I've got nothing more to say.
So thanks for reading this pitiful crap of mine.
Go ajey now.

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health is important, now i know why
Sunday, July 19 13:01


Fai is spending 20 minutes in the shower.
Im pissed because i can smell the scent of my shampoo + conditioner.
And he's definately using my shampoo AND conditioner.
But, it doesnt really bug me.

Whats been bugging me is the fact that everytime i recovered after being sick,
i'll be sick again.Its totally irritating yknow.
But you know whats worst ?
Waking up with a massive headache and pretending you're okay infront of your parents.
And a week staying in the hospital was really hell for me,
Oh and not only that, guess what, i had to endure two week of back ache because of my spine.
I lost focus in class and whenever im fine, i'll fall sick again.

But the most ultra scary part is,
knowing that my body has 29 percent more white cells ,
than the average amount of white cell needed in a body.
You might think its abnormal, but my parents, they dont even care about it.
isnt it just scary not knowing what your body is going through?
My body took in so much medication, different types of medication.

I have a list of what to eat and what not to eat,
What to drink and what not to drink.
Isnt it hell to you just reading this?
I dont get to eat nice food now and its really irritating.

Its nice having dinner outside, especially on the weekends.
But its really irritating when all you get is a 'no' when you choose what you wanna eat.
And they were the one who choose what you should eat.
Damn, i just cant wait to taste food again.

Funny as it seems but i dont get it why im pouring all this here.
No one to talk to?
Naah, its just nice to type it all out yknow.

ps:// i've deleted most people in my links becuase they have shifted and they didnt bother to tell me.

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show me the meaning
Saturday, July 18 23:22


You know how, when you turn off the TV or you come out of some concert,
and everything just feels, empty?
Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn't?

All my life, I never believed most things I read in history books ,
and a lot of things I learned in school.
But now I've found out that ,
I don't have the right to make a judgment on someone based on something i've read.
I don't have the right to judge anything.
That's the lesson i've learned.

Someone ever asked me this "whats the furthest distance in love?" .
And the answer ; standing next to someone you really love,
yet the person doesnt know how much you love them

I feel that way.
Do you even know how much i need you?
Do you even love me whole-heartedly?
It feels more like a one-sided love yknow.

I really lost hope when i lost Leesya.
People keep walking in and out of my life.
You were there, but, why do you leave it hanging now?
The feeling i had 6 months ago, is making its way back to me.

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im gonna have fun tonight
Wednesday, July 15 15:14


what now, tolerate?
im tolerating and am just bearing whatever shit you're putting up with me.
I dont think you ever care.
Fine, maybe you're just someone who doesnt show the real you.
I do fine with it.
But hey, im not someone like you who goes around being "friendly" in the net and then ask for their number.

You know what, its just pointless having me around.
And sometimes, i feel that way too.
Its good enough that i close an eye on you.
But till when?

If you ever read this.
Think about it.

I pretend idk wth is going on with your life okay, I pretend.

ps:// nothing to do with anyone in school.

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loosing grip
Tuesday, July 14 20:35



My fever keep coming at night and i totally hate it. grrrr
Thank God Olvl oral is officially over.
My spine is getting healthier now and i hope it keeps getting better.
Hoho.

Anyway, this song totally speaks for me.
I know Sarah always tells me to let go, but im pretty sure,
somehow, one day, things will work out.
I find the lyrics like so deep, way down to the earth.
And this song also, keeps playing in my mind.

Uhm.Anyway, im tired, and i wanna go to sleep now.
Early? Yea, im feeling so lethargic.
No point hogging to the computer till my mom comes back,
when im feeling superduperultra restless slash tired.

Okaygo.

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hurt
Friday, July 10 21:32


i swear, somehow i wish they took away my life instead of hurting my spine.
i told you people that doctors are evil . o_0!!
anyway, went to check up just now and im going for an ultrasound the next check up.
Weeeee.

if i dont recover soon, i swear i wanna request the doctor ,
to cut away my bottom part, life will be a whole lot easier, i bet.
im soooo sorry for the panic-attack just now.
I've cursed the stupid secondary one looser that he'll sprain he's neck.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
And and and i was wondering why i still feel like crying after eating the medicine.
Its because i took the wrong medicine, so thats why.

ps:// the doctor didnt gave me glue as my medication. haha

T_T

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ugh
Thursday, July 9 21:36
Izzie, dont sad sad okay. Dani kan ada? haha :X
Everyone is worried about you, and your condition. You must rest and take care of yourself. Dani text, you never reply. Gerek. Ok, whatever it is, just remember Leesya ok. Its good that you remember her advices. Izzie is strong.

Makan ubat, be good girl.
*tap izzie's head*

( Arent i sweeter than sugar? *winkwink* )

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what happens now?
18:01
14/2/09 , i posted :


I have no trouble with my enemies.
I can take care of my enemies in a fight.
But my friends, my babes,
they're the ones who keep me walking around.

A true friend is a person who is there for you through think and thin.
They don't judge you by the clothes you wear, or the size of your house.
They love you no matter what.
They are a shoulder to cry on, or a partner to laugh with.
They stand by you in your times of need, and listen when you are excited.
They know every little about you.
They stand up for you when others don't.

Best friends hang tough.
They don't come with fragile stickers, and aren't easily scared off...or ticked off.
Best friends help you out whenever they can,
make time for you even when they don't have any,
and trust your friendship enough to say 'no'.
My friends are the cross-your-heart-and-hope-to-die, good-times-and-bad-times, borrow-anything, tell-you-everything, trust-you-with-their-deepest-darkest-secrets, always-and-forever-friends types.
They're the greatest clans.

In Conclusion, thank you dearest friends for always being there for me.
Khad, happy 9 years of friendhip.
Nad-Dy, happy 8 years of friendship.
Leesya, Mitchell, Seandy, Reza , Mimi, Rauzan, Razif, Sherlyn, Kathleen,Yusri,Hazif,Isaac,Zul, Yusof, happy 5 years of friendship.
Ein,Faezah,Wei Ting,Mawar,Nurul,Arvin, happy 4 years friendship.
Shya,Aini,Sob,Amy,Ain,Mary,Wanie, happy 2 years of friendship.

And the rest of the people i know, happy friendship day!


Friends, they helped me stay strong.
You guys may choose to ignore this or just read it through,
Seeing things fall apart really breaks my heart.
I've lost someone, a lady to be exact.
And i dont wish to loose any of you .
Whatever it is about, please reunite.

Please stop all the "wars" in my tagboard.
Yes, Ein stopped caring in secondary 3.
And though i was angry, i have never hated her.
I dislike who she turned out to be, but i know it was unintentional.
Dislike and hate has a totally different meanings.
Even if it was intentional, im sure there's a reason for it.

Im not taking any sides and im not choosing anyone to be friend with.
You may call me stupid or dumb, but Leesya thought me this.
If you guys think im just talking some shit about not hating anyone.
just take Wei ting as an example ( im sorry Wei ting, for using you as an e.g.)
I know Wei Ting have backstabbed me, like alot.
But still, i treat her as a friend cause i know that deep down,
she's someone who's very kind.
But she was trying to fit in, but she did it in the wrong way.

I know that by now, you babes will think that im two-faced.
I dont mind you babes thinking that.
Cause im not, and i mean it.

i just want you babes to reunite.
With this sore-back of mine and in a weak state,
i cant walk away from you guys.

You may choose to believe it or not,
but im tearing out right now.
Yes, this is because for 2 years now, you guys helped me out when im down.
And everything is falling now.

I cant believe this guys, please, reunite.

Andy and Farrid, get over it already okay.

Wednesday, July 8 06:33
i like the fact that Reza is turning into a guy now. HAHAH.
okayokay, i was joking bro.

Anyway, Izzie is back people. and i guess, she's back in school yeah?
ohhhh i miss that girl so much. anyway, izzie, jia you! stay strong.
we know if you try harder, you'll still be able to move that feet and continue running.

kk, bye. ajey.

why oh gee
Thursday, July 2 06:25


Dani here and im here to blog. Urm i've change izzie's blog song. I hope she doesnt mind.
This song soo makes me wanna go clubbing. HAHAHAAHAHAHAH
anyway, i've been spending my days in starbucks with the guys.
Its' been hell not having training since bishan stadium is the location for some AYG event.
Anyway, to the two fellas who got bronze for Singapore, good job guys.
BUT, im sure the others can get atleast a Gold , right?

Anyway, Izzie asked me to mention out to you readers that she is sick.
The scary part is, she said that the doctor took her blood sample or something for a lab test to check if she is infected with H1N1.
ohmygawd.
Okay, thats all i guess.
GO ajeyy oyyye.

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