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Wednesday, December 31 21:33
i miss everyone.
happy new year in advance.
zack and dayat fetching me and sarah soon.
woooohoo.
Sunday, December 28 22:42
ohana means family in hawaii.i learn it from lilo & stich.
friends are my family, and they mean alot to me.
every fight i had with friends, i hope its over in the next two minutes.
every misunderstandings i have with friends, i hope its cleared and its all good.
i lost two great souls, whose close at heart.
Leesya is my sky.
she was my other half, she was my light, she was my everything.
Arifin has been a good brother to me.
he was my ears, my shoulders, my eyes, my guider.
i cherish each and every moment we spend together.
for better or worst, i love the both of you.
the laugh like there's no tomorrow,
the tears , the jokes , the dance.
iqa, please be strong, i know its hard.
i know how you feel, i know it sucks.
but you know what, he doesnt like it when you cry.
he doesnt want you to cry.
i bet he wants you to be happy cs he's safe now.
and i bet he's watching over you.
i bet he loves you very much.
i bet he'll prefer your smile than your tears.
sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people.
but you never forget them. and sometimes, it's those memories that give us the strength to go on. so be strong hunny.
oh yes, speaking of friends, i bloghopped to a friend's blog.
and i missed something i had 6 months ago.
she is a good listener.
she is a good helper.
but i guess, things changed after june.
i shall respect her and not mention her name.
so to you, here it is.
dear friend,
you have not lost me.
but i guess it was me who got lost
and got into the wrong path.
i know i didnt treat you well and im sorry.
i didnt know what i had until its gone
i didnt take notice of the people who's there for me & who wasnt.
but i realised now that everyone should be treated equally.
i've lost friends and i had enough of it.
new year's around the corner and i hope its a clean start for us.
you are like the stars on cloudy nights,
tho no one can't always see you, i know you're always there.
and you know what,
my real friends aren't the ones i spend the most time with,
but the ones i share the most memories with.
i used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to.
now i know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your hearts.
thanks for always being there for me for the past 2 years.
i hope there wasnt a split in the circle of friendship ,
that we build over the past 3 years.
i love you, girl. T_T
friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world.
i find my time with my friends, the best times of my life.
my friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.
i'm so happy, cause today i found my friends, they're in my head.
13:13
meet my daughter sierra qiesti, she is 6 months old now.
she loves it when i blow at her tummy.
and she is pretty like her mommy! (thanks eh!)
and hunny,wo xiang-nian ni
Friday, December 26 19:33
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I'm super super super super busy.
Will post when i'm free.
Dance training has been killing me.
Merry Christmas to everyone who is celebrating christmas.
And to leesya,i miss you very much and rest in peace.
I love u
Sunday, December 21 11:34
" I just wanna be alone tonight.I just wanna take a little breather.Cause lately all we do is fight.And every time it cuts me deeper.Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange.And its taking its toll on me "
im missing almost everyone right now.
i miss Siti Nur Aishah.
i miss Ferlisya Rinjasmin.
i miss Ferzchiqa Mirsharlin.
i miss Nurul Yazlynn.
i miss Ahmad Murthada.
i miss Muhammad Quraisyidin.
i miss Seandy.
i miss Andrea.
i miss Nur Syahidah.
i miss Nur Nadhirah.
i miss Nadheerah Begum.
i miss Masmawarny.
i miss Khalil.
i miss my terapin Tutu.
im catching up with the people i missed.
bloghopping and chatting before going of to training.
im currently chating with khalil and Andrea.
Andrea is sick so she didnt head to church.
She's stuck of high fever.
That explains why she wasnt in training yesterday.
Told her about my accident and she's laughing like a mad pig.
And she scolded me for making her feel nausea.
hahaha.
Khalil is doing great.
Its nice to catch up alot of things with him.
He was close with me, but i guessed things changed this year.
New school. new people, blargh.
Hahahahahaha.
Oh yes, have a blissful relationship with girfie ,mayn.
HAHA.
oh, i totally miss Aishah okayy!!
i dont get to see her for like a week now!
the last time i saw her when i was heading back home from dance training!
oh, and at the traffic light when she's heading town );
its so F-in sad la, i dont get to sleepover her house this weekend.
trainings have been so tough that i dont have a proper meal everyday now.
and i dont get to rest my head peacefully.
i close my eyes at 10pm, 12am the latest and i have to get up at 8.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i swear, i have dry skin, dry hair, insufficient mineral, and i have white pores!
God damn it. God damn me.
okay, im off for lunch and off to meet friends for training.
ps; body aches due to tough trainings. when will this be over ?
Thursday, December 11 22:43
Im like mising everyone right now.
And im missing Leesya so badly.
Dance training was F-in cocked up.
And i didnt turn up for ytp training.
Im going away for 2 months on January10 to March20.
But im not sure if i really am going.
I dont want to go because i dont wish to leave things behind.
If i can bring a load of 82 kg, then i'll go okay.
anyway, here's the slide that i made.
Enjoy ^^
Monday, December 8 15:19
fai " baik. its monsoon season now"
izzie " so its like going ot rain and rain and rain"
fai " tak lah. nanti snow"
izzie "- . . -"
fxck. slept at 5 in the morning.
was on the phone with kyle uh.
it rain at 4 and at 4.15 we hung up.
mom woked me up at 9.
intend to continue sleeping till 10 and then mom poured water onto bed.
haha.
i didnt set up and mom said i look freaking retarded. -..-
when we're at grandma's place, dad talks about fai and his gf.
about the duit hantaran blablabla.
then i dreamfucked bout mine.
i said i wanted an apartment, a car and 7000 bucks only for duit hantaran.
dont need much.
and kak arzi said " ah, boleh boleh. kau pergi kahwin ngan orang brunei. banyak duit ader "
hahaha. knn.
im now at home, doing nothing.
mom and dad is asleep.
fai is in his room.
and im in the guest room watching tv and doing nothing but blogging.
ahahahahahaha.
mom isnt cooking tonight but we're gonna have dinner,
with sarah's and kak arzi's family.
im like hungry right now.
but i can find some food to fill my stomach before later. haha.
guess its enough said. im going off now.
^^
okeygo. ajeyy liao
Sunday, December 7 22:14
told you his gay
okey, random.
haha. i have nothing to post about but check this gay out.
hahahaha. okey.
i had like donuts for 3 days straight now.
cool or what.
fai bought donuts on friday. mom bought yesterday
and today fai bought donuts again.
haha.well well.
tomorrow is hari raya haji.
i miss abbas la. " abang ado tengah buat aper"
confirm cute eh.
hahahahahahahahhahahah
well, im off now.
bye.
ps:because when you took my heart away,
i hope you keep in safe in your heart.
Friday, December 5 21:40
currently watching ghost whisperer.
damn im so hungry.
im at sarah's crib.
chatting with ahmad and reza.
sarah is like talking alone.
haha.
shit, im super hungry.
ahmad, dont sad uhh kay.
your family off tomorrow still got sheryl mahhhh.
hhahahahaha.
i dont know what to blog about today.
so yea, im off okey
oh god, im super hungry.
ahahah.
okeygo
Thursday, December 4 21:18
Andy thanks for the advices. yes, you've known me long enough.
and you know me well.
you'll know when things isnt okay.
you'll know whats up without me telling you.
you're always a pain in my ass but still, i love you so.
[b]N.D[/b] says:
this is from my own thoughts okay, i see you as a girl who's more than what you think you are. the kind of girl who knows of what she wants. the kind of girl who knows what she's doing. or rather, independent. but i dont see this girl in you anymore. i know whats up and i was waiting for you to approach me and tell me. you see eh zye, im not like trying to side for anyone okay. tapi, you think back, what have you been going through so far? is it worth the pain? maybe he's your tomorrow, you may not know. but im not saying that he's the one you should be with. it just hurt me everytime you mention about a guy or whatsoever okay cause i hate to see hurt. and the only person that can mess with you is me cause im good ^^,
[b]N.D[/b] says:
i know that if you love a guy, you'll love him sincerly and give your all. but are you up for those ups and downs now? do you think you're ready for another ride? think it through.
somehow he touched my heart la.
if he's good, he's good. if he's bad, he's bad.
hahaha.
anyway,tutu will be turning 1 yrs,1 mth tmrw.
awww. haha.
mama " anaknyer dah besar yer. dah pandai gigit gigit orang yer "
hahahahahahhahhahahahaha
another one pain in my ass.
anyways, ahmad, dont be so disheartened okayy.
cheer up pumpkin.
and and, ahmad's brother eh, cute eh.
he's name is abbas and i booked him already.
hahahaha.
abbas so cute.
abbas makes my mother's heart jump.
abbas oh abbas.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
kaygo.
Wednesday, December 3 22:48
posted on ; september 10.
Dearest Didi, i just happen to love you very much now and then.
You're always there when i needed someone.
I cant deny that sometimes, i feel that you left me hanging.
But i know, you were trying hard enough to be there for me.
Your presence dont matter to me because i know, that you love me so much.
And thats all that matters.
i've spent almost half a year with you, and im glad we had alot of laughter along the way.
We did have troubles along the way, but we manage to get through it.
I can cry alone just remembering how you help me get through the rough time i had at home.
If it wasnt for you, where would i be now?
If it wasnt you who encourage me to lift a smile on my face, who will i be now?
Happy,excited, sad, touched.
they're just words.
But no words can express how much you mean to me and what im feeling.
you said to me once " a day wont start well w/o a smile"
but for me, the day isnt complete with Md Quraisyidin.
Eventhough its a short and lame post, i can cry just by reading it over and over again.
Iloveyoubby.
posted october 15.
I love you so much it scares me, I've never felt this way with anyone else. An hour after we are apart I still feel your kisses. I still feel oyur arms around my waist and your fingers in twined in mine. It scares me to think that maybe we won't be together forever. I lay at night wishing you were next to me. I love you baby. Please don't ever let go.
I've loved you ever since that night,you took it all,
my everything and so maybe that's why my heart breaks when we fight,
I'd do anything to just hear you say you love me too, cs I love you more with every little thing you do.
someone asked me the other day
"what's so different about him? what makes him so special?"
and I sat for awhile and I thought about all the ways you impress me,
all the reasons why I've fallen so hard for you
you're unbelievably smart,
you have this sense of humor that can make me smile you are adorably cute,
and you're personality is so unique and different from everyone else's
the list continued, however the last and final thought I had was ; it's because he cares.
I have truthfully never been with a guy who cares, the way you do.
The way you take care of me when I cry.
It's the way you look at me with those eyes.
It's the way you make me feel like we aren't right for anyone else.
It's the way you make me feel like I'm the only one that matters.
I know that I will never find what I have with you, with anyone else,
and at this very moment I don't believe that I could be as happy as I am with you,with anyone else
It's the way you hold me, so tight and close.
It's the way you keep me warm with your body on mine.
And it's the way I smile, because I know I could never be happier, than where I am now, with you.
With every moment we share, every smile, every touch,
I become more certain that in you,
I've found something I've looked for a very long time.
I don't know what the future holds, but I do know how much your love excites me and how happy I feel when I'm with you.
And, from this day forward, that's more than enough.
Every time he looks my way I realize how much I adore those pretty eyes.
It's the way that he makes me feel
it's the way that he kisses me
it's the way that he makes me fall in love.
I can't help myself; I don't want anyone
I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.
happy monniversary,
i love you bby
i miss having him by my side.
yes didi, i cant run away from my feelings.
i miss his hugs.
i miss his kisses.
i miss his eyes.
i miss his lame jokes.
i miss pinching him.
i miss playing the game abc with him.
i miss the way he interlocked his fingers with mine.
i miss the way he hugged me so tight.
i miss him telling me thats he's there for me for better or worst
i miss late night talk with him.
i miss getting angry with him.
i'll miss sitting under the hut with you.
i'll miss walking the path with you.
i miss spanking you.
i miss like everything about you.
but, you dont have to worry about me.
the promise i made, i'll keep it with me.
you'll still be in my heart, bestfriend, always.
with love,
zye.
Monday, December 1 22:03
sarah " eh, kau ajak kawan-kawan gi east coast ".
elle "eh, nak shiol ".
hahahahahahaha.
anyway, today is so awesome.
like, awesome as ever uh.
erhm, kyle llike super ubber hot sia.
serious.
mom and dad are having dinner.
kak lee is using the pc, doing her assignment.
fai is using his laptop, idk doing what la.
kyle is studying while entertaining me. haha :D
ok, im off now, im sooo tired.