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Monday, May 26 13:40
apart from being heart-rended from ytd's incindent, i feel useless.like yea, its true that ahmad says he shouldnt be treating me that way.
i got alot of compliments from the others saying good things about me.
but still, i think im lacking of something.
i dont care if ppl dont agree with me.
but, arent you lucky that you got me?
i said the most sorries to make up our fights.
&& everytime when you're at fault, i give in to you.
i always give you chances so that you'll change.
countless of chances,countless.
i dont know what else to say to you Md Quraisyidin Aziz,
if you go against me, this time, im sorry, but no more sorries for you.
its up to you.
like i said, you have your own brain.
i dont have to tell you ; when a girl is flirting and when she is not.
like common lah.
my heart torn into a million pieces.
but still i forgive you.
if you want me to trust you, you proove it to me.
as far as im concern, did you remember about me when you msged that brat?
did you even think you might hurt my feelings ?
if i didnt go to your profile to see whats going on, did you think i know you're in contact with that biatch?
before you told me you'e in contact with her,
i've already knew it.
&& the night before yestrday, i was already acting strangely.
you notice, yes. but you didnt know why.
so now that you know, are you happy?
the reason why,i didnt want you to be close to her is because,
once,she stole my close friend.
she broked his heart.
& because of that, she broked my heart.
and for your info,
when she's close to a guy, she'll do anything to get that guy.
she'll even leave her boyfrn , i've warn you.
dont say i didnt warn you.
but i told you on 2mth.
if you dont change. then fine. you left me no choice.
im serious.
this is the time for you.
i'll be away for a week. make it up to yourself.
im sorry if i sound harsh.
but im not ok.
im sorry if i hurt your feelings when you're reading this post.
you told me you love me.
proove it to me.
i love you baby.
Tuesday, May 20 22:16
" jangan fikir dengan kecantikkan kau, you can get everyone "that is what i worte as my pm.
you wanna know why.
she thinks that by the innocent looks,she can get whoever she wants to be her friend.
oh sure, she's this and that? that doesnt make a difference.the only difference is
you're a whore and we're not. even if you get friends, you're loosing the one who've gone through the thickest moments with you.
are you forgetting that? humans arent a piece of paper whereby you pick it up if you like it and throw it away after use.
basically, this is how it works,
you befriend them, dig their secets,used them and throw them away.
and you'll start again, befriend..dig th..
so tell me, you enjoy brekaing up ppl's relationship in the past,
you act as if you're the smart one and try to say this and that about others when you know about their mistake.
you tore friendships apart.
and what else do you enjoy.
im dying to know.
apart from that, quit being and annoying girl.
you're attracting unneccesary attention.
like seriously, you're a moron.
besides, like all my post , i mention, i dont type hardcore.
online dramas are for bitches.
and seriously, you're not a bitch.
but youre a whore.
tsktsktsk.
ps; take care sudah.
Sunday, May 18 11:29
stupid dogg.stupid memory card
stupid adapter
stupid computer
stupid amount of storage
stupidstupidstupid.
then, i must buy a new stupid memory card,oh, wait i bought.
&& now i must buy a new adapter because previously, the stupid memory card was 2GB.
and the stupid adapter can read.
now with a stupid 4GB memory card, the stupid adapter cannot read.
arsewhole.
TSK.
stupidstupidstupid.
stupid stomact growling
stupid sun scorching.
stupid fan cant reach me.
stupid tv program is stupid.
stupid brain having headache.
stupid room is in a stupid mess.
stupid friendster.
stupid camera.
stupid dogggg.
stupid adapter
stupidstupidstupid .
stupid dictionary have no stupid in it.
stupid dictionary.
stupid com for cheating my feelings.
stupid com for autoplay the file but when open file,cannot access.
stupid file.
stupid computer.
stupid izzie for many corrections earlier.
errrgh.
stupid.
ps, my song blog soften my heart. and its not stupid.
sheetyouuu
Thursday, May 15 21:34
- happy
- heart-rended
- pain
these funny emotions keep coming up to me
i dont want to post alot today.
ily baby.
Wednesday, May 14 16:01
i see that almost everyone had a bad hairday today.hahaha, plus me.
hahaha.
anyway ,
the first thing that i wanted to blog about is my grades. D:
i was totally horrified just now.
well, so much for " working hard "
anyway, i cant really figure out my grades.
but, i scored
20/60 for Chemistry.
21/50 for English paper 2.
42/70 for Mt paper 1.
63/100 for Art.
22/80 for Math
like a kid who promised not to mess up the kitchen but he did,
i failed almost all subject.
oh please oh please.
all i need is a pass in Eng,Mt,Art an 2 other subject.
ohwell.990 days (:
earlier in the morning,
i've told didi(:
he told me that he didnt care about my past.
but, gees, how should i put this?
i want him to care.please?
and tmrw is 60 days with my deardear(:
so, happy 60th day in advance syg(:
:D
Tuesday, May 13 15:55
lets see..holidays are around the corner.
and im left with 12 days in singapore.
haha.
im soo gonna shop during june.
haha.
shoppinglist.
tops/dress:
forever21 top.
new cardigan from cotton on
printed tees at $10 per piece
boho dress
sun dress
adidas training kit
bottoms:
a denim skirt
boxers
new skinnies
feets:
open toes shoe
pointed heels
adidas slide in slippers
accesories:
billabong purse.
new shades.
watch.
carlo rino 's handbag.
stationaries:
new dictionary.
new pencilbox.
fragrance:
ralph lauren cologne
hugo boss fo ladies cologne
summer vacation cologne
DKNY cologne.
haahahahah.
ps; take care.
pss; iloveyou.
Saturday, May 10 23:11
bloodyhell. i cant view my blog page.oh; HAPPY ADVANCE MOTHER'S DAY ,MAMA.
&& yeay, tmrw is my 1st mother's day celebration(:
since i have a daughter; that makes me a mom right?
ohmy.im super excited.
and bytheway;
HAPPY 1 YR AIN&AKIL.
Friday, May 9 17:35
the only thing i need now is a cup of hot chocolate plus marshmallow topping with a blanket over my myself and watch the days go by.i told myself "if things are going to happen, it will" .i've been thinking lately, should i disband our relationship?
if we're going no where, why are we holding on?
am i being self-centred? or am i lying to myself.
friends, they're always there for me.they know if something isnt right.
leesya,mitch,fir and keciq seriously know when im down.i tend to eat alot and pretend im hungry.*looking down*
if we carry on, will he be able to accept my past?the sooner he wants to know.the longer i want to hold it back.i've been keeping it to myself and didnt let him know.i wanted to tell him before 1 month.
so now my head asked; didnt i trust him? or was i afraid to tell?
if its best to carry on ,on my own, i think its best for you too.
things will be alot easier for you. but tougher for me.
*pulling up blanket and covering my head & back*
rawr. i dont know what to do.
Tuesday, May 6 19:15
this post will be long.it consist of two post.
*6.35am*
im feeling horrified.
i dont know what to do.
mom slapped me
but i felt like it was nothing.
she slapped for several times tho.
thought of drinking bleach and just die.
something pulled me back.
i admit, i was wrong in the past.
and it was a mistake.
but, am i letting this happen again?
am i repeating the same mistake?
what should i do now?
alot of questions are running in my head.
there's alot of things that i wanted to blog.
one word after the incident ; trauma.
end of post 1.
&& this post is to kenneth's gf.
i now you have been visiting my blog.so? like i care.i like it more.
atleast i know you'll read this post.
as you read this post, think of me speaking to you in a harrangue manner.
you're such a hound to kenneth.have you notice that?
" like ohmaigord, your cousin is irritating". -bitch
" if it isnt that bitch who is saying this. " -kenneth.
so, tell me, who's the bitch now, bitch.oh how glum your situation is right now.
HAHA.serves you right.
well too bad,groveling wont work.kenneth is over you.
he's gruff towards you.so be it.
i've yet to go to your blog and read what you want to say about me.
but wait, i care-less.and bytheway, you've only know him for 2 months.
and guess what ; i've known him for more than 10 years.
being egocentric towards kenneth?
think twice, he has dated several LADIES which has feminine attitude.
unlike you, they are more intellectual,mature and well-mannered.
kenneth is a well-educated guy who is a gentleman and is able to think what is best for himself.
being his first girlfriend doesnt mean you're his first love ok. wake up lady!
he love his mom more than he love anyone.
ohh bytheway, if you're huff because im offending you,
a word of advice ; you're a bitch, and a bitch SHOULD be offended.
you're making yourself ignominious.
to think that kenneth WOULD ACCEPT you as a girlfriend was a joke.
like seriously,
tell me, where do you get your watch from?
&& wait, did kenneth bought you that sneakers?
ohh, your necklace seems familiar.
think again. you're using kenneth.you're ingratiating.
stop bitching around bitch.
you're scrawny.kenneth wont feed you with food yknow.
go and take a look at urself in the mirror before critising me about my pictures.
i cant say i have ravishing pictures.
i didnt even say that.
but whatthehell?
im not a poser who imitate people.
i have my own story behind each and everyone of my pictures.
and you know what?
i notice one picture; you said "omg i look so fat in this dress. wish i didnt upload it"
excuse me missy,
you're attracting unneccesary attention.
quit being fat. like i said you're scrawny.
i think i look way more better than you.
if you think im being seeth.HAHAH.kiss your ass.
im not a bitch like you who type-d hardcore and expose everything out to the world.
online dramas are for bitches.
oh wait! like you!
you moron.
what made you think kenneth will regret letting you go.
or maybe, are you the one regretting?
your act is so hillarious.
only a bitch like you, would cry your heart out and say that kenneth is your everything.
*pukes* grow up soon okey bitch.
ps; i dont know what to do.
pss; think again bitch, who are you messing up with.
Friday, May 2 19:22
attention everyone.
elle owns a pictorial blog now (:
different pictures will be uploaded every week.
everyone have been requesting me to sign up for flickr.
but i dont think so i want to.
so i came across to have a pictorial blog (:
everyone satisfied?
kenneth, myra,fifi,rauzan,andy,mitch
&& everyone in friendster that says " keep uploading for more pictures "
very well then.
pictures are a click away, monsters.