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Sunday, March 30 13:43
tag replies.[db]
heh.
yea. he's a great friend indeed.
he's never absent when i need someone to talk to "X
oops.
[nadd]
haha. my boy-friends suck lorh.
they made me run 5 rounds.
or else lunch on me -_- .
tsk.and i didnt get the motorbike ride ):
perhaps, my second boyfriend drove me home.
hahaha
[mr apple]
ohh. the tag was one of my post.
heh.
yea. i know.
its like, i told myself like a thousand times,
they're ammateur and they have no life.
but uurgh.
they keep irritating me.
i feel like telling my dad about it yknow -_- .
but again, they'll think im childish.
so i rather not care lor (:
ohh. and thank you so much .
i know i did thank you on wednesday but if you hadnt talk to me about it,
i think i'll burst out. ^^,
[amanda]
ohh amanda.
you dont know how it feels.
i lack of responsibilty.
eventho ive been a chairperson for 2 years,
i still suck in my leadership.
maybe being an important role in the class isnt what i want afterall.
and btw, this year, i didnt intend to be in this position.
not even near in being in the class comittee.
i give up .
i've been thinking about it lately.
and i dont think im making the wrong choice.
anw, ty so much for trying to make me stay.
);
okey.
ytd was awesome!
hahahah.
i like it when kyra is in depression.
ahahahaha.
she showed the other side of her.
" being sacarstic. "
hahahaha.
went to peninsular to buy new skinnies.
kyra bought one too.
she bought grey which looks like blue.
and i bought cream? to be specific,its chalky colour
followed by chinatown to shop for mom's stuff;
i dont know what she bought actually.
and then to bugis. and again, to buy mom's stuff.
she bought shoes. eergh.
yes, shoe with s.
mama, i want those nike slippers.
hahahaha.
can i pretty please have it?
aunt salinda bought me cotton on tee.
which cost 15 bucks.
im going there again.
to buy more tees?
hahahaha
oh and yesterday was nana's birthday.
ahaha.
happy birthday ok? (:
arif as usual, super duper cute.
he hugged me.
alalala.
then wrestle me? -___-
urrgh.
and messed my hair. -_____-
pfft.
urhm
talk to darling at night.
idk why but i was like so shy ytd.
ahahaha.
he keep making me blush.
and i cant stop blushing.
ahahahaha.
and i fell asleep when talking to him. "XXX
sayang! sorry ley.
ahahahaha.
i think he fell asleep too.
hahahaha.
and today,ohmy,
today i blogged so much.
ahahaha
okok,
and today, maybe going to buy that nike slipper!
yessa.
insyallah ok.
hahaha.
baby, where are you? imysm.
see you tmrw morning ok.
(:
ps; what do you think of this?
QQue. which stands for Quraisyidin & QUErelle
or Qsquare?
haahah.
whatever.
pss; ahaha. ok. ily.
Thursday, March 27 20:04
baby..I need you near me now
I never knew just how
You're a part of me in all I am
I've never been more in the dark,never been this scared
Never was so uncertain of what to do or speak
I've never been so alone ,i've never been like this
I've never had more than i could keep
And what I need now is someone like you
Cant believe I didnt look you up
Even before I knew how you have waited for me
I know now and now
Im desperate,im calling out your name
Can you hear me?
Im falling & i cant feel your flame
It's so cold and I wanna go home
I wanna feel your arms around me
Can you hear me?
Oh please save me
Im so afraid of who I am
And I need your strength to live again
Now put my hand in yours
Cause you fill me up
And I know you'll always be there
More than enough
to the fuckers that keep irritating me,
i dont care if you all wanna do what fucking shits ok?
I SIMPLY CARE LESS.
congratulation in making my day suck.
i guess you're happy.
eventho i dont give feedback about your fucking lame jokes,
that doesnt mean im fine with it.
its either i dont bother to entertain your indiosyncrasy behaviour
or you're just have to move on from your "young" days and start acting like you're 19.
another issue come up to me now.
the guys in my school are so immature.
im not playing goody-two-foots ok.
im not bias but i judge people by the way they behave.
if you're 16, act like one.
like common, you people are graduating soon
and this is the kind of shitty attitude that you all have.
& think like the professionals do ok.
when you talk about smth or disagree with me,
TALK things out.
talking behind my back saying you're unhappy with me really shows how idiot you are.
you're being coward.
dear andy,
im so disappointed with you.
wth are you doing?
im not your girlfren.
and im not a toy.
go pick someone else who's a slut or bitch.
you got the wrong girl to mess with.
and seriously, you deserve that fucking slap.
in your face ok asshole.
im stepping down from being a vice-chairman.
arfterall, she did say that im irresponsible.
so, that shows clearly that im not suitable to be in that position.
oh,and mrs chiam.
IT REALLY WAS A MIRACLE THAT I FOUND THE LOST DONATION CARD.
if i hadnt prayed for it.
wish yourself luck and i might not find the card.
its really a good thing that i found the card ok.
imagine if i really lost it.
all i can say is,
HAHA.
i dont care whatever actions you wanna take.
i simply dont care.
and fyi,
if you wanna know.
you're being bias.
you give the malay students no chance but when its chinese student,
you dont give a shit
let me tell you first,
dont regret that my attitude towards you will change.
i've alr been behaving badly in ms tan's class cause i dont trust her anymore.
urrgh.
to ppl who make my day today,
baby,shya,faezah,syimah,nad,sarah,alex,
ty. ily. (:
Sunday, March 23 20:33
you should have been there when i need youeverything is falling down.
im not myself since then.
it wasnt his fault.
mine perhaps.
what was i thinking?
having him by my side is all i need.
he's not talking to me.
kenneth comforted me when i bump to him just now.
he gave me a hug plus a kiss on the forehead
and says that everything is going to be alright.
i wish it was syidin who hugged and kissed my forehead.
kenneth text me just now.
letme tell you what he said.
"izzie, there's times whereby you need to understand people instead of you wanting people to understand your situation.they might not know what situation you're in ok.you're a great girl. trust me, ur "sayang" is lucky to have you.you're a great gf. but you cant pressurize him too much.and about your situation with your buddies.talk things out with them ok? go ahead and listen to a thousand mile by vanessa carlton.i love you bestfriend. see, im sweeter than your boyfrn right? aniway,keep saying you love him ok. i see you on tues.tc"
haha. kenneth, you're not sweeter than him.
he's sweeter than you lah.
anw,thanks for the text.
currently talking to syidin(:
iloveyou baby.
hahaha (:
Saturday, March 22 15:17
Why i love you is a hard question.When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you.
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you.
When I first liked you I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you I'm afraid to loss you.
Everyday that goes by ,
it seems like I discover something new about you to love it's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life,
you touch me in a way no one else ever has and gave me so many reasons to love you.
Because of you... I laugh a little harder, cry a little less, and smile a little more.
Why I love you is a hard question to answer. I love you because you care for me like no one else I know.I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing everything to me. I can't explain every way that I love you because thats impossible. But I can say I love you because you are you.
"XXXX
At first you didn't mean much to me but now you're all I need.
I love you,don't ever think that I don't, and don't ever forget that I do.
I don't say I love you to hear it back, I say it so you don't forget(:
Today, if a smile comes to you,
a happy smile that perhaps you can't explain,
it's because at that moment, I am thinking of you and smiling too!
ohh-haha.
isayangyousomuch, precious.
love,
querelle.
Tuesday, March 18 23:02
i was so in love you,there is nothing i can do.
ohcrap.
whatever it is,
yadayadayada.
OMG!
my lenses drop.
hahahah.
out of my eyes.
okok,
currently talking to fahmi and arvin.
haha(:
i think im sick.
seriously,i got headaches since just now.
but that doesnt mean so right?
oh, and today was the last day of aem.
):
very sad.
whatthell? haha.
okok, i laugh like nonstop just now.
i called mr muslim ; mee-sher-mush-im.
ahahaahhahha.
ohmy, its 11:05.
well. i wanna tuck in bed now.
ps;iloveyou.
Monday, March 17 20:57
it might be a mistake i made.& btw, im crying inside yknow.
kenneth, i really need you right now.
i knw what youre gonna say.
"go to him instead "
but he wasnt present when i need him.
its ok then.
ps; i dont know what to say to you.
Sunday, March 16 19:31
im sick i think.but these assholes, mke my day.
look at what they say to me(:
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
who are you
Kenneth says:
yoha! .. =)
squad t&f 3 here!!!
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
OMG. guys, im missing you all
Kenneth says:
we miss you too little kid
kenneth says:
okok, but whatever it is,everyone is here,and we have something to say to you.
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
ok shoot.
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
wait
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
is it something bad?
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
??
Kenneth says:
nonono.
Kenneth says:
lemme start first (yvonne)
eventho you sign in and out, you're a fun kid and you have sexy legs babeh
Kenneth says:
this is alexandra.
Kenneth says:
my roomate, i love you soo much. waking you up for school is simply the fun thing to do.remember you panic when you cant sign out? you should see how you react.
i miss you soo much. do visit us ok?
Kenneth says:
yoha!! kenneth here.
baby, you're the most amazing girl i've eveer met.i love the mud fight with you.
and seriously, girls like you are less active.but you proove me wrong.
too bad i cant be there for you anymore. then cannot make you blush. then cannot disturb you. haha. make sure syidin take of you hor.
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
OMG. kenneth! im crying la!
Kenneth says:
eee. cry. so sissy. ahahah!! eh sarah here. i miss you.
we all here are crying.
after the powerpoint slides, we think of ways to get in contact with you sey.
eh, must come back for training with us ok. eventho you're not in.
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
ahah.you say i sissy. you all cry also mah and okok i will lah(:
Kenneth says:
in conclusion, we all love you and misses you.we want you to take care.we love you izzie!!!!!
Kenneth says:
oh! rmbr the prank we made where we turn over you mattress? it was alexandra's idea.
hahahahahahahha. cs its very hard for us to wake u up you know!
haiyo
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
OMG.guys, im speechless. i love you all so much.
);
i'll com back ok((:
``Querelle Jade Ng Kaixin Nurfaizah Osman says:
take care (:
Kenneth says:
we love you and take care too.
haha.
okok, thats all alright.
ps;i love you baby
Friday, March 14 21:20
Its weird how sometimes things just have to happen to see how you actually feel about someone.It's easier to fake love, then to hide it.
Aniway,you make me smile for no reason what so ever, you make me laugh at the unfunniest things, but most of all you make me like you when I shouldn't be liking you
I look at you as a friend, then I realized I like you.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but liking you was beyond my control.
I don't want anyone else to realize how amazing you are.
omg.
what am i saying.
its so clear that i shouldnt be liking someone right now.
too bad it all falls apart. "x
if your friends hadnt bugged me,
i've would be joing to you about it.
saying that im ultimately crazy for you.
but hey,
its your friends choice to pester me.
i would love to tell you when it started and so.
but, again ; its your friends.
im not saying that im blaming your friends.
& im not saying that i regret liking you.
and that sms, i thought it was for real.
how heartbreaking to know that im fooled .
but luck was by my side.
i didnt fall fo that stupid crap.
and i know its a trick to trick me.
dearest kenneth, thank you for being the best and the best buddy ever.
you're like the only guy who knows about him.
i feel so comfortable talking to you about him.
but please, i dont like it when you say " ohmy, look at that red cheeks"
haha.
and im sorry if i had to say no to you.
gees.
lets come back.
if you're reading this lame post.
i think you get what i mean and so.
ps; i maybe back to being moody, dont bother to smile or say hello to me.
stay weird you asshole.
Tuesday, March 11 21:57
well well well.mas selamat kastari,
you're the reason why we're not running tonight.
ahaha.
actually, alah nothing.
ahahah.
im bored.
venessa is singing.
she's singing gotta go my own way. -_-
BUT, she have a great voice ok.
ahah
okok, i gtg.
take care.
Monday, March 10 22:08
day 1.i attend theory.
bored.
i found an abbreviation for me to rembr the olympic game countries.
B.A.S.A.B
-britain olympic
-atlanta olympic
-sydney olympic
-athens olympic
-beijing olympic
ahhah.
day 2.
sign out at 12.30 .
went home.
get my things.
went to school.
sign in at 3.17.
attend theory again.
and its free time (:
now in my dorm.
its very cold.
kath,yun rong and felicia is at the back.
they're my roomates.
they're fun to talk to.
ahahah
currently talking to 4e2s guys.
ahahah.
talking to
izdihar,
ming,
arvin,
syidin,
fahmi .
and *imma growing boy *
hahaha.
idk whats his name.
and jolly.
talking to jolly. ((:
hahaha.
okok. its super.
gtg.
Sunday, March 9 10:32
tags replies.[Nurul ]
i will link you soon.
nono, i've link you.
hahaha (:
cheer up okey honey :D
[Syaheed ]
sorry la dey.
im busy yaw.
arent you suppose to be busy too?
siow.
[Apple]
which one are you talking about?
well, im still trying to stand still.
but when i've stand still, smth hits me & i fall again.
but with the help of my friends, i manage to grip to them.
aniway, i dont put on a long face in school.
it'll show clearly that im feeling down.
a smile helps me to get by the day.
but overall, i always enjoy every second in school no matter how down i am
* whoooa * :D
[Joey]
i'll get my revenge on you.
you, you crazy women.
*haiiikkpuuii *
[Annie]
hahah. OMG. imyst.
too bad im busy during the hols.
have to come back to sch.
if not, sleepover alrd lor ! D:
Saturday, March 8 11:09
this is a temporary layout.i'll be redoing a new one soon.
i just have no time.
this layout has some problem with it.
and the problem is, you can go back to "you're or in or Querelle's" once you've reached blog.
dont believe me, try clicking "you're" .
okeys.
gtg.
Friday, March 7 21:48
You could be my unintendedChoice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you
Before you
its crap. i know. so shut up.
Tuesday, March 4 23:01
well. today was a tiring day.yes, tiring.
i almost doze off in every lesson.
well, not art ofcourse.
mawar wasnt present.
and stomach wasnt ahppy with me too.
after school,
arvin,malik,satish,fahmi,syidin sat under the hut.
eventually, i was there.
so, yea, we chatted.
and damn, i should say, they are wierd people.
ahah.
but its fun chatting with them.
ahah.
ok, off to supper now.
byebye.