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Saturday, December 29 13:21
i told you i burnt my hair.
and this is the result -_- .
haha. enough said.
i wanna go rock and roll at the sofa.
weeheee.
pinagpiangpiang.=D
Friday, December 28 22:04
piangpiangpiang.i burnt my hair.
im serious.
so its short now.
*cry*
i wanna wear a beanie to school can?
roorool! lend me ur beanie!
boohhooo
sad sia.
my hair?!
i dont wanna go school.
short hair short hair short hair.
oh yea, a guy name derrick was my hairdresser?
hahahah.
gosh he's hot.
okey la.
butthen someone in mind is way hotter.
ahahahahah
Wednesday, December 26 21:06
currently talking to shaz && ashik.they'res my ears now.):
im still upset.
im like keep updating my blog sia.
paranoid?
im telling both exactly the 2/4 of my problem sia.
okey.
problem solve.
ty ashik. (jas no 2)
TY
20:31
LISTEN WILL YOU?!im pissed now.
so hell yea.
go make my day dull.
GO!
18:16
geeeeeeeeees.one two three, BREATHE.
okeyy,
so whats up now?!
i made up my mind.
eerrgghh.
im gonna push aside my feelings.
talked to kara.
and i feel better.
i think , i donnoe what im thinking.
i cant even think.
i just wanna lay in bed tonight.
eating popcorn with kara and watch movies.
laugh our ass out and im gonna cherish the moment.
its not like you get to have the bestest accompany ever you know.
i was thinking..
i should appreciate my dearest cousin even if she's a pain in my ass.
gosh i have to say.
ka ra pe tal. i love you ok?
*sniffsniff*
ERRGH.
IM STIL FRUSTRATED.
SCREAMING ALOUD WONT HELP!
BUT I KNOW, IT'LL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.
ERRGH.
PFFT
EEEERRRRGGGGGGHHHHH
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOU
I HATE YOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUU
AAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH.
I WANNA CRY CAN?!
I WANNA SCREAM CAN?!
WHICH IS BETTER?!
CRYING OR SCREAMING?!
talk to ashik.
okeyy, thank you.
atleast he make me calm down and made me look at the brightside.
okey, i wanna kill a banana.
woah.
kara helping me clean up.
TY.
elle sayang kara manyak manyak
oh,
daddy thinks i should take mandarin class.
for what?
why should i?
so i can talk to ahgong? -_-
mummy said its a waste of time.
and fyi, i rather go math remedial than attending mandarin cls ok papa?
and azan just passed.
and i catch myself singing.
high pitch summore.
hahah.
aiyo.
better stop.
i think im not going to stop blogging for today.
and im in love with nanu ji.
thanks ey ashik.
hahaha
12:41
What am i thinking right now.?running.
i wanna run away from everything.
cause im scared.
im scared of what im feeling right now.
i dont wanna love anyone at the moment.
i dont wanna be touched.
i have someone in mind.
can i have his kisses?
can i have his hugs instead?
can i run away from everyone and bring him along?
dear ____.
i think im having a crush on you.
but its hard for me.
if i run away from my feelings,
what will others say?
what will you say?
lets just say if i didnt mention your name,
your not "him" .
gosh.
but its kinda harsh.
errgh.
okeyy, not now.
soon you people will know.
all i want now is my drugs.
i need kara petal && mummy.
only them.
so now, poof at the moment ok guys?
oh and i love my friends, check out what i wrote.
Friends?
i have the most amazing friends ever
my friends are always there for me
eventho,sometimes i forget their presence
they never forget mine
i just realise how important a friend is
they share most tears and laughter
there are many people who i can befriend with
but none are like them
boyfriend?
having a boyfriend may suck
but sometimes,having one is fun
yes,i suck in relationship.
and someone is in my mind right now
but arent i about to repeat my mistake?
my bestbest mates.
right now, i think my best mates are
;kara petal,
;ferlisya
;mummy && daddy.
they know how i feel,and what im going tru
&& im lucky to have them
lovelovelove
QUERELLE JADE
11:27
yo. im back from school.pfft. im tired.
call after call ytd.
started with miss kelly.
then sharlin, she said " jade,jade, jas finger moved"
and i was like, okey, you call me just to say that?
then went to sleep. butthen i cant.
so i watched tv.
then syaheed called, he said he wanna learnt salsa.
im not very good in salsa, but,its worth a try.
then jas called.
she said "hello, i had the weirdest dream ever, idk if im actually awake or still dreaming, but yea.
dont worry about me ok?sharlin said evryone was worried. and im not dying."
i think it sounded that way.
hahahahahah
then i owe ms kara a sleepover in my house.
KARA PETAL, COME MY HOUSE TODAY LEY.
QUERELLE JADE IS FREAKING BORED.
i have no more school!!!!
yessa im happy.
can like have holiday -_-
i said it. when its ending, im enjoying.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
ohh, i have a major secret.
ssshhh.
if i tell you,
it wouldnt be a secret.
aniway,
class was like, okey la.
enough for me to understand the formulas.
then mr aidil said kife's name.
thats when i started to think about qiffy!
ahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
he's..he's..
ok la?
haha.
only faezah and god knows what i said "x
HAHAH
aniway, school is like a week away!
gosh!
first guy im miting is
; wan from dunearn sec -_- so i'll be taking 985 to school.
then miting irfeen, going sch with him.
and after school miting QIFFY!
did i mention he has charming voice?
yes, he have charming voice and he looks 70% like max.
so yea, thats for first day of school.
i still have lunch date with roorool.
haha.
and ming is suppose to go back with me one of the school days (((:
hahahahahahahahahhaha.
err..let see who else.'
oh syaheed!
lunch date and salsa dance!
andandand,
i think im going back home with qiffy EVRYDAY since our home is like,
100 m away. >.<
alah.
okey, admit it, playing peek-a-boo with your blanket is cute right?
haha.
okey. qiffy did that.
gah.
okey, shut up elle(:
Tuesday, December 25 13:31
sharlin told me that jas is still " asleep"err.
i hope jas wake up before christmas end.
WAKE UP JAS
im starting to think,
if jas is asleep, do you think the soul is wondering?
what if she's here? hahahahahahhaha
who knows.
aniway, talked long with sharlin.
she called me at 4 am?
haha.
i was like in my kitchen eating cereal.
because she wanted to talk long.
she said that she's angry with george.
he's thinking of having a party which cost $293,650 or ard there.
so, she said the invitation cost $250.
because its a personal message in a pretty glass bottle.
the venue cost $2o,000.
food and drinks $11,900 because there'll be champagne
and they can eat anything they want in a fancy bar?
the ambience will like cost $5,500
because he wants the decorating to be in the right mood.
and he's gonna hie professional photographer,chauffeur and entertainers or whatever.
thats what charlin say la. not me.
and it cost about $256000.
so i asked, why is she angry.
she said that
"dad can use that fucking money and let jas undergo treatment or stuff,is he letting jas die? doesnt he have a smart mind? sometimes smart people are stoopid "
and i heard the nurse saying," miss,lower down your volume," so im guessing sharlin was raising her voice.
haha.
but i think shar is right.
what for have a fancy party when u can use the money for jasmin?
i mean, $10 000?
its like, half the amount of money for the party.
as soon as i was about to say "fuck you la george"
fai came out and was shocked.
HHAH.
i was wearing mask.
ofcourse a girl like me cant resist facial stuff =x
ok, shut upp.
aniway,
when i heard the azan for subur,
i went to pray and doa for jas.
kesian la jas.
girl, be strong. come let me sing your favourite song
"i a litte teapot hot and short, here is my handle, here is my spout"
i know that only.
okok, go rest ok jas.
i loove you!
Monday, December 24 13:57
come sing rudolph the reindeer with me.common sing!
im sure jas will love it.
haha.
jas its for you ohkay(((((:
makka na ohana no tonakai-san wa
itsumo minna no waraimono
demo sono toshi no Christmas no hi
Santa no ojisan wa iimashita
kurai yomichi wa pika pika no
omae no hana ga yaku ni tatsu no sa
itsumo naiteta tonakai-san wa
koyoi koso wa to yorokobimashita
Rudolph sa seum ko neun mae u ban jjag i neun ko
man il ne ga bwatt da myeon bul but neun da haett gett ji
da reun mo deun sa seum deul nol lyeo dae myeo us eott ne
ga yeob seun jeo Rudolph we tor i ga dwe eott ne
an gae ggin seong tan jeol nal Santa mal ha gil
Rudolph ko ga bal geu ni sseol mae reul ggeur eo ju ryeom
geu hu ron sa seum deur i geu reul mae u sa rang haett ne
Rudolph sa seum ko neun gir i gir i gi eok dwe ri
Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer, had a very shiny nose
And if you ever saw it, you would even say it glows
All of the other reindeer used to laugh and call him names
They never let poor Rudolph join any reindeer games
Then, one foggy Christmas Eve,
Santa came to say,
"Rudolph, with your nose so bright,
Won't you guide my sleigh tonight?"
All of the reindeer loved him,
As they shouted out with glee
Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer,
You'll go down in history
You'll go down in history
syaheed wants to learn salsa from me.
hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha.
he's slow. its ok, acceptable.
aniway, its christmas eve.
will be singing christmas carol or jas.
i pity her.
i pity ashik.
its okey.
insya'allah. jas will be alright hor ashik.
just pray that she'll wake up soon.
aniway.
i will blog tonight again aight.
Sunday, December 23 20:28
im bored
aniway,
qiffy, a friend,
is living 100 feets away from me.
cool?
but its kinda freaky.
why?
qiffy is 14.
jade is 14 .
qiffy living in cck.
jade living in cck .
qiffy is in exp.
jade is in exp .
qiffy is 164.
jade is 164 .
qiffy is living in ave 3.
jade is living in ave 3 .
qiffy is living in 411.
jade is living in 410 .
woah.
what else?
lucky thing his a guy.
&& im a girl.
woohoo.
hahaha.
okey then.
back to stonning.
pfft.
15:32
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okey.im tired of typing.
arent you tired of reading?
haha
okey.
ps; lalala. im still bored!
Saturday, December 22 15:20
the firemen says "LOOK! A UNICORN"everyone gaze and say ahhhh.
hahahha
that was random
im bored
and psst, i have cramps
hahahahah.
had the worst cramp ytd.
roorool stayed tru the night with me(:
thank you roorool for accompanying my ytd night.
gosh it was sweet of you.
making sure i go to sleep first.
weee.
im touched.
k enough.
too many compliments make you go gagagoo.
ahaha.
i'll see you tonight.
&&syaheed wanted to call last night, i waited.
at the other end,syaheed was waiting for me to text him.
smart right?
so we waited for each other -_-
hahahahaha.
okey, he's evil.
but he angkat kain (:
dah enough.
nanti syaheed kejar elle with gala how?
mak ooi.
hahahahhaahah
next, texted irfeen.
because i had the urge to.
and we talked.
clear things up.
we're bfs nw.
and he said i love you to me when he's in love with another girl -_-
that made me go wondering "did he do that when he's with me?"
so..aniway, this is for him.
I've already heard about it today.
You've already found a new girl.
I'm shocked to know how the relation came in.
Gave him the same presents you gave me.
Adding to it a letter with the same content.
Didn't you say this kind love is a first for you baby?
lying on the bed I've laid on before.
Look at her the way you've looked at me before.
Sharing your love with someone else.
How did you forget me so soon?
I simply cannot believe.
Did you ever love me?
I can't even give a thought to a new relationship.
Calling at her as if you were calling me.
Holding his hands at those places where I hold yours.
You seem so excited as if it's your first time.
The precious memories you've had with me,
You've wiped them all away.
While creating a new one with her.
Why do you want to wipe away our memories?
Why, Why?
The car I've sat in.
The seat I've sat in.
The place where I used to stand is now occupied by this girl.
The mouth that I said "I love you to me,
Is now facing someone else.
Its okey.
Was expecting something unshocking.
But oh well, i have my own family now.
Glad you're happy and found your way out.
Moving on isnt that bad right?
Aniway,7 more mths(:
ps; cramps suck
Friday, December 21 22:27
whatthe?!unfair unfair!
FARK!?
mummy own 3 phones now!
first was nokia 6500?
then last week she bought a sony ericsson phone,idk what model.
and today,she bought a new nokia slide up phone.
i was like, what?! kana ___ .
and she bought fai new fragrance.
&&she didnt buy dad anything.
but she said she bought me something.
so i was like " woah, mummy buy me what? "
she said " PANTYLINERS"
-_-
LAUGH YOUR ASS OUT, NOW.
aniway, kara(pronouce as,keh-ra)
came my house to sign up online for her ite course.
kara and mummy was busy with computer aand so,
and it made me go " urgh, hurry up, im bored"
so, i just goof around.
and one crazy thing i did, which is not suppose to do was,
i dance while the azan was going on. i was like,
"masya'allah" .
hahahahahahhahahahahah.
sat ard for 5 mins and started doodling random stuffs.
i got carried away when i saw kara's shirt "S" for sooperman.
so yea, i drew more and more.
ahahhahahahaha.
aniway, here are the pics.
S FOR SOOPERMAN.
everyone,this is superman's wife(:
sooperman paid me 10000000 monopoly bucks
and ask me to design a logo for him
this is kara petal's cartoon icon (:
oh, dont mind this ugly freak.
she was too high that her hair goes "vrrooom"
tadaa. sooperman said hello.
this is maceh. mummy's friend. he is mixed.
he's an egg plus potato.(:
i find him useful in making scramble potatoegg
this is gennuine.
this is querella jade ((:
this is me.
hahahahah
oh, meet my boyfriend, i-veas.
he have a relation with alvis.
but he sings in the shower
&& do performance in the pool.
my inspiration doesnt come from kara.
its her shirt.
see the S
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
ey, kara petal, dont get angry.
the reason why mummy didnt buy me more stuff.
i bought this ):
so, instead, she bought me this ):
which cost 2.50 i guess?
tutu was shy, i said "sayang, look here"
he turn and swim . pfft -_-"
ohh and this is how i contact all the sooper heroes.
i was talking to barnicle boy,
he said "the flamingo says "hips dont lie" "
aniways.
thats all.
pardon me for any vulgaraties or any insultation.
wasnt offending anyone but yea,
was having fun (:
to sooperman's family or easy said,
sooperheroes that i mention.
dont kill me tonight.
love,
QUERELLE JADE.
Wednesday, December 19 22:17
an angry elle realise something,while writting.
someone whisper to my ears,
"go and text him, i know you misses him"
im not going to fall.
i did everything for good reasons.
i wasnt your favourite girl.
but i was your favourite enemy.
you look upon me for your needs
and leave me when you're having fun.
everyone knew what was going on with our relationship.
the punch you gave,
the palm that cross my face,
those verbal words.
i hush them by saying it i was fine.
you backstab me ALOT.
you tell opposite stories to cover yourself and put all the blame on me.
YOU ASKED FOR A BREAK UP,
AND SAID I HAD A NEW BOYFRIEND.
a guy like you is just trash.
i should have listen to mummy.
she brought me to life,
&& she was always there for me.
when im sick, she took all the trouble and leave work.
she u-turn home from the highways just thinking that i'll be alone at home.
i didnt share much happiness with you to be honest.
2nd mth ,you change.you act as if you're mature.
i told myself to let you change and im giving you chances.
you got more rude and self centred,and you're proud of yourself.
ofcourse most of your friends are siding for you.
because you rot my name and blame me for nothing.
i wasnt getting any freedom when i was with you
i lost my friends because of you.
i should be putting you 5th when im with you
1) God,
2) Phophets
3) Family
4) Friends
5) you
ohh,and whats this huge news about?
evryone knows?
let me see, you always say " dont big fuck ah"
now let me say, eh fucker, dont big fuck ah!
i kip my mouth shut aftr breaking up with you.
i didnt tell anyone about it.
what about you?
telling everyone sayin "ohh, i broke up with her. i wanna be emo ): "
boohoohoo. i sympatize you.
a guy like you are ought to be like that.
you're what? 19 uh?!
common la,not even close ok?
enough is enough.
i had enough of your stoopid behaviours.
stoopid lies and im sick of you.
by now you should know that if i blog nasty about someone,
i'll start to hate them.
gosh im fooled by you.
why are you so desperate in seeking attention?
telling all my friends?
oh and btw, you're wasting your prepaid telling them.
they said " malas siak nk layan irfeen, bagos kau break ngan dia"
eh, i feel happy when my friends say that ok.
atleast i still have them.
im such a looser, i know so shut up.
i didnt think that my first priority to evrything was you.
i was wrong.
who did i seek for when im in trouble at most?
was it you?
did you ever hear me saying i have a problem?
i never told you.your mouth is super hard to be lock.
you'll just open a topic to someone abt so and so.
so, who did i seek for?
MY FRIENDS & FAMILY.
i dont care if i have to loose you.
i lost my parents trust thrice because of you.
and i dont wanna loose them as my parents.
&& i lost my friends because most time i spent in school was with you.
im glad my parents told the teachers to keep alook out for me in school.
did you ever think all my friends like you?
let me tell you, evryone in s2 doesnt even like you.
not even close to like.
did you ever think the teachers favor me anymore when im with you?
NO, because i was rude and i keep telling lies.
look, whats the point of being angry when i get more angry with you.
i've gave up on you.
so im giving up on this one too.
i have many friends that care for me.
i have many shoulders for me to lean on
i have many ears that are willing to listen to me
and there are many open arms for me to hug.
dont think that you're the only one i can do all that.
my friends,family && teaches are there for me.
i made a huge mistake,
not once,not twice, but thrice.
im not making any mistakes anymore
because seeing mummy cry really breaks my heart.
and i know back then,inside daddy little heart,he's crying too.
to realise how stoopid i was , was a great thud.
to notice the people around me was a pleasure.
to know the people who love me is appreciated.
and to mummy,daddy,fai,ein,faezah && nurul ,
thank you for being there.i love you.
ps;i got a lot to say to you , but its worthless to say it.
dont act as if youre being nice to me,cause it aint working.
get a life and take care.
Friday, December 14 16:27
wuahaha.i've decided to bloggosh. i cant believe my bestfriend confessed to me ytd.
okeyokey,i saved ytd convo with him. let me copy paste.
car-laid says:
izzie,are u ok?
E L L E says:
yeap. why?
car-laid says:
if i tell you something, promise you wont get angry.
E L L E says:
okey. tell me!!
car-laid says:
mase tu izzie tak log out friendter,so i browse ur profile.
then ur guy or ex? i dont know la, i read the post and the msg.evrything fine with you too? selalunyer izzie will tell me, but then im outdated pulak.
E L L E says:
haha. we broke up la.
car-laid says:
oh god, are u okey then?
E L L E says:
im super happy that i broke up.
car-laid says:
so, can i tell you something before you go crazy for other guys again? since you've broke up.
E L L E says:
yea.ofcz lurh.
car-laid says:
well,remember on valetines day ,this year, you received this necklace from SK ?the one with purple gem? looks like a dragonfly?rmbr?
E L L E says:
ohhk.yea. whywhywhy??
car-laid says:
it was from me.i bought it for you.i wasnt ready to tell you yet so i said it was from your admierer.
E L L E says:
and..?
car-laid says:
izzie, i've been in love with you since we're bestfriend.my girlfriends says that it aint weird that we fall for our bestfriend.i know relationships wont last if you dont have your parents blessing. fai said that i can really date you out when you're 16.and im willing to wait for you.izzie,i hope
E L L E says:
hope?
car-laid says:
im writting. hold on.
E L L E says:
ok
car-laid says:
i hope this doesnt change the way you think about me cz im sincere.i know i've been an ass to you but i really hope this would work out.im not asking you to tell me how you feel about me but trust me,if i dont love you,i wouldnt have waited for you . when you're in a relationship, all i did was adore
car-laid says:
*adore you from far.i intended to tell you on your birthday but i dont wanna spoil your relationship with your ex.only god knows how much i adore you.but,whatever it is, im still your bestfriend right?
E L L E says:
ofcz you silly ass.if you say youre willing to wait for me,make sure you do oke!? >.<
E L L E says:
im touched sia. babi you.
car-laid says:
and i love you
E L L E says:
gees! ((((((((((((((((((((: i love you too?
((: see, someone thinks he can snap his finger and girls will be lining up for him. i guess, i just proove to him that people have lined up for me even before i snap my finger. aniway, gees! im sooper excited now. i cant wait to be 16! stranger>passerby>acquaintance>friend>bestfriend> ?
Friday, December 7 17:28
jas and sharlin went off ald.haix.sianz
jasmin wasnt smiling at all.
she made a bloat out face during camwhore time.
she frown the whole way
from her house to the airport.
she didnt snap photos ok.
how weird is that?
she never leave her cam all alone.
sharlin was with her boyfie all the way.
haha.
oh oh.
yea! jasmin got a boyfrn. woah.
she keep saying she doesnt want to leave because her BOYFRIEND is here
lmao!
jasmin, when u reach there, do call me ok!
evryone hug uncle george's family and they went off.
woah.
sedih gitu kan?
oh and sharlin and uncle george keep teasing jas saying theres gonna be plane crash or whatver.
ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
hahahahahahahahahahaha
okey till here.
im sick and bored of typing.
arent you sick and tired of reading?
bye.
photos taken just now.
behind her house.
zack,arif,izzie,plankton && jas
we dance for our living
ps:jas asked me to keep a look out for her boyfrn.
im thinking, HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THAT IDIOT?