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HAHAHAHAHAHA.
early in the morning and im up to something.
eh? doesnt sound right.
hahahahahah .
what im trying to say is, gfs made my day lah.
woooooo. super fun cause i get to hang out with ; mawar,shya, and spirus.
hohohohoho.
tho i was sad, talking to them and telling them about the issue in my head totally lightens me.
hahahahaha.

bytheway sucker, i dont bloodycare anymore
im infuriate, but i dont bloodycare also.
ae moronic ass like you, should learn how to treasure a friend.
FYI, i tried so hard understanding you, but all you gave me was your shitty attitude.
go to hell cause heaven isnt the place you.

and didi, you better eat eh, or else, i'll haunt you! HAHAHAHAHA.
booo sama you.
when your parents get home, better eat the whole plastic of food including the plastic.
nyahahahahahahah.
boooo sama you.wa sayang lu so much liao eyy.
poommpooompooom.

-.- . am i being lame lately?
ahahhahaha. who cares.

ps; i fell when im wearing my boxer.
and this boxer feels funny cs it feels like im wearing nothing o_O

okey, im crying chopchoopp.
this year, is much more interesting as i get by each day with different people.

i miss everyone.
everyone im with this year.
people like ; mawar,shya,nard,ein,andy,leesya,didi,cindy,dominic,
faziee, shawn, dian, shamil,asraff,jadon, deela,roxanne,izzuan,farhan,bulan,ain,
naddd,usmah,aqilah,shaza,faiz,syimah,alif,fauzie,andy,jin siang,shawndy,wei kang,fatimah,
sarah,nana,arif,aaliya,amirul, awie,wawan,khalil,kak atiqah,kak natasha,baya,irfeen.

there's too many names that i want to mention but i'll just say this few.
life hasnt been a smooth journey.
everyone wants to know why and whats up with me.
no words can descrie how i feel.
but i do appreciate it that everyone is here for me.

For now,
i have the best clique thats' going through everything with me.
not telling them isnt what they want from me but holding on to them is what important.
i'd like to highlight a few like sarah,isabelle,shya,asraff and didi.

Sarah has always been the best of the best of the best sister.
i never have to tell her what im thinking because she can always read my mind.
she's far from a friend and closer than family.
she's everything i hope for a friend.
but she isnt just an ordinary friend.
she's my sister and trust me,i can tell her anything D;

Isabelle has been bestfriend with me since 2 years ago.
people use to say we look identical.
and our grades are usually about the same.
she look up for me if she's in need.
and i always look up for her when i need someone.

Ever since shya and i are in the same class,
we hang around with other mates together.
Shya is the type of girl who put herself in your shoes,
try her best to help you with anything.
and the thing i like about her is her confidence.
when she wants something, she'll earn it (:

Asraff oyye.
everything about him reminds me of afiq.
the way he talks, the way he say things out of his mind,
the way he treated girls.
the only different thing about asraff and afiq is;
Asraff dance on stage and afiq dance in his shower.
Asraff has never pressurize me to tell him whats up with me.
and, he never fail to let me know he's there.
thats why i love this donkeyy.

Lastly,
i totally miss Md Quraisyidin Bin Aziz.
Didi never question me why or what or whatever.
Tho sometimes i flare up, really deep inside,
i really didnt mean to be angry with him.
sometimes, i loose myself.
And i havent been treating didi the right way.
im sorry dearest. T_T

someone said this to me
" if you can hold on to everyone, let go.
don't force yourself to grip on to everyone. it wont work"

i want to ask; " is it possible to let go of everything and everyone"
some says its not and some says it is.
im feeling worst then ever.
i want to hug the people whom i mention.
T_T

ps; i wanted to mention about someone and what he has done for me for the past few weeks.
but my brother will kill me if he reads about it.

okey, its a video of the best damn dance competition held in cineleisure yesterday.
i skipped my 2 shifts to come over to support girlfriends.
yes, i dont want them to feel small just because bigger groups that are well known was there.
if dancing was their passion, i dont see why they should just give up their hopes when they saw better dancers competing.
course i was disappointed when shya told me that they're backing out .
and i just wanted to leave after talking to shya.
but i really dont want them to back out cause they've really work har throughout the past one week.

# staying back after school.
# dancing till late midnights.

its not worth backing out.

anyway, yesterday was a heavy day for me.
had to rush here and there.HOHOHOHO.
and the night before, i didnt went to sleep because had a movie marathon alone.

hanif accompanied me through the night
course i fell asleep in the middle of the series.
but i manage to finish up the whole series of this korean drama series.
HAHAH! slept at 8. and i rocked and roll till 11.
was suppose to meet up hanif but i thought it was late already cause i had to go other places as well.

went to kak Arzi's house to pay 20 bucks.
haha.
and i get to eat yknow.
ayam masak merah :DD
arif called me aunty (he made me feel so old) -.-
and aalia followed by " tyyy . tyyyy ".

meet up with mama nora and she gave me 25 bucks.
5 bucks for topping up ezlink card and 20 bucks for self expenses.
dad drove me to interchange (thankyou papa)
and i took 190 to town.

was suppose to meet andy at taka but he woke up late. (damnyou)
so i walked alone to cineleisure to see if my friends are there.
i can say that its too early for me to be there cs its like 1330 hrs.
went out to smoke outside LJS and bumped to rahim.
went to youth park to hang around. and rahim proceed to somewhere else to skate.

hanif oyye said that he'll text me when he arrive town area but shya text me first.
shya text at around 1445 and we meet up at kfc.
thats when she told me everything.
they end up competing with tthe other dancers.
trust me, the dance was awesome.
tho the music cocked up 3/4 way, they were tremendous.
huggedhuggedhugged.

shya hugged me, and i gave her the thightest hug plus a kiss on the forehead :D
tho they dont win, they manage to gain some experience through this competition.

rushed to bukit batok.
ate with my hot matrep at McDonald's.
met sarah and eqa and hang around at pizza hut area till 1930hrs.
went home and ran away to sarah's house.

its not even an hour im at her place and mama asked me to go home.
*thriller sound effect*

and something happened. D:
i dont want to talk about it.
papa was understanding.
mama was otherwise.

booo sama lu.
okey, end of update for yesterday.
will update about today later or tmrw.

okgo :D