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Sunday, May 27 14:02
Don't tell me you're done forI don't need to hear you're done for You can tell me what you are running from I need you more than you need you I can see you're really, really running Can I ask you where you're gonna run to? And you think you're really, really funny Well I don't think you're funny as you do We all feel like we're breaking sometimes But I won't give you up tonight Stay awake. Stay awake. Survive 'Cause I've got nineteen stars that I Gave your name tonight I wanna scream, wanna scream your name Starlight, star bright can save You're my wish tonight Don't tell me it doesn't matter I'll tell you what matters Barefeet in the summer Open windows at night You think no one needs You have nothing to see through Well I need you Don't I count? Let's fight Show me anger, fierce firsts clutching onto air Show me anything. Just show me you care Stay awake. Stay awake. Survive 'Cause I've got nineteen stars that I Gave your name tonight I wanna scream, wanna scream your name Starlight, star bright can save You're my wish tonight No one can catch me The way that you catch me The way that you keep me when I'm out of time What if I need you When I can't see you? I'm running out of life No one can catch me The way that you catch me The way that you keep me when I'm out of time What if I need you When I can't see you? I'm running out of life Please Stay awake. Stay awake. Survive 'Cause I've got nineteen stars that I Gave your name tonight And I wanna scream, wanna scream your name Starlight, star bright can save You're my wish You're my wish, my wish You're my wish tonight Saturday, May 19 20:22
my hotstuff dear,happy one month monniversary ((: <3> Monday, May 14 20:19
hello my sexy marmalade 20:01
hello?boring day. sick la sey. goodbye. Sunday, May 6 14:36
I wonder, what I could do or say to make you like me.I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be your's. I wonder, when just being me ,will it be enough? Should I smile cause we're friends? Or should I cry cause that's all we'll ever gonna be? If I was pretty would you love me? If I was perfect would you want me? If I loved you would you leave me? I wish you could hear all the words I'm too afraid to say. If I reach for your hand, will you hold it? If I hold out my arms, will you hug me? If I go for your lips, will you kiss me? If I capture your heart, will you love me? Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever. Why can't you just tell me how you feel, because how you act is confusing me. You walk by me like I'm no one, you smile at me like I'm anyone, I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain Or being in pain because you can't love someone. You might just think of me as some girl... but I just want you to know, that I'm the one girl who took one look at you, and fell harder than I ever have in my entire life. All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go. Everyone knows that love makes you do crazy things, but did you know that love can be used as an excuse for ALMOST EVERYTHING IN LIFE? Let me teach you how you can use love as an answer for everything; good or bad. Love is the only reason people do things and love is the only thing people stay away from things. Love is what people hide from and love is what everyone is looking for. Some thing went wrong? Just say, I did it for love! I love you, because of love. I hate you, because of love. I dont want you, because of love. I dont want to see you, because of love. I dont want to hear from you, because of love. I dont want to think of you, because of love. I dont want to be near you, because of love. Love is the ONLY reason! Love is the only reason I did this. Love is the only reason I wanted to do this. Love is the only reason you did that. Love will be the only reason you will every do anything. Let me tell you something funny. Love is the only reason you are reading this. -Maybe you are reading this because you love my blogs. -Maybe you are reading this because you love reading. -Maybe you are reading this because I asked you to read this and because Im your friend. If you didn't love me, I wouldnt be your friend. -Maybe you are reading this because you are looking for a way to pass some time. But you know what? You love procrastination and you were looking for another way to pass some time. Therefore, you are reading this for the love of procrastination. -Maybe you are reading this because of love? I'm here, because of love. I'm alive, because of love. I want to kill myself, because of love. I didn't kill myself, because of love. I won't kill myself, because of love. I'm in pain, because of love. I hurt my self, because of love. I cry, because of love. I smile, because of love. I help, because of love. Love kills ! Love hurts ! Love sucks ! Love heal ! Love is fun ? Love is sex ? Love is pleasure? Love is family ? Love is friend ? Love is your soul mate? Love is nothing but pain. Love is a bitch. Last on my list, but not the least. Love makes you fall in love. Btw, I wrote this because of love. Love made me hate love.I'm heart broken because of love. LOVE MADE ME DO IT! Saturday, May 5 12:57
hmm.. bored sey,ok wadevr. aniwae, watch spiderman 3 yesterday, with abg,at 10.15pm. weeheee. went back at 1. gawwd, the story is sooo sad. i cried. sshhhh currently chatting with my hotstuff dear,malik,azlan,sherry & emanda. oh yaa. i love arctic monkeys! alex is hot! hes's the vocalist . he's my hotdude for this month! nyahahahahha. alex!alex!alex! izzieHARTSalex can?? i have a few pictures of him, below. hahahaha.take a look ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() kk, enough, he's my hotdude! Wednesday, May 2 19:41
I wanna scream.Wanna scream your name. Starlight,Starbright. My life can save. You're my wish tonight. Don't tell me nothing matters. I'll tell you what matters. No one can catch me the way that you catch me. The way that you keep me when I'm out of time. What if I need you?When I can't see you? And I'm running out of life. And when the pain hits me like gunshot And I'm heading on the way to the floorI hear her name and it kills me And I'm trying my best to hurt me Ian says it's never enough A razor to the wrist for each unshed tear I can't go on I'm lost and alone I'm right here And I'm not leaving And There's no way to make you stay But I'm saving all my worries for the day you don't need me. 19:35
" Something real" Too bad you knew me. I wasn't ready. Did I say come and get me? Too bad I held on...when you tried to tell me. This was wrong. I am no masterpiece where innocence is painted green. Isn't it strange to think how you created all of me? Done by the hands of a broken artist. You painted black where my naked heart is? Now I finally know what "wrong" is. Now I finally know that you bleed for nothing. Carved like a stone with your hands still shaking. Shown on display through a soul still breaking. Aren't you proud you're the one that made me? You can't erase these lines you can't save me. You can't display me. You know what "dismay" means. Can't even try to remember what I knew. Before I became your model to claim no.I am no masterpiece.so strange that you made all of me.I grew tired. You expired. You finished me. Now that I'm all that you planned. What do you think? |