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Tuesday, April 28 21:45
AWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME !!
tomorrow is math cum physics test.
Im dead sure im not gonna produce any good grades.
Anyway, i had this song in my mind since morning.
I dont know why the sudden song.
But hey, i couldnt agree more that ;
this song makes me wanna sway my body.
WOOOHOOO.
a dedication :
to romeo, i dedicate this song to you.
" you can rock my body, turn me over,
Love is war, Your my soldier
Touchin' me like it's our first time "
Click here for lyrics
Labels: oh romeo
Saturday, April 25 13:15
*phone call from ITE*
" Hello Good morning, is this Ms Siti, are you attending the poly seminar now?
Get out quick! You are at the wrong place. "
HAAAA.
My Saturday morning was eaten up by career talk by the polytechnics.
Had to wake up at 7 cause dad cant send me to school -.-"
And my heart stopped beating after seeing the cut-off point for mass-comm was 10.
There is no way getting into poly without mathematics.
So for boxers sake, i really gotta buck-up on math. *pray*
Oh yes, Fai got his hair done yesterday.
What a funny guy, he rebonded his hair.
So i had to accompany him from 8.30pm to 11pm.
Reached home at 11.30 and fell asleep, (i wasnt even ready to go to bed yet.)
Was planning to just lay on bed for awhile and tidy my room since im going school the next day.
So,when i woke up at 4am, i had to tidy my room.
If it was weekdays, i dont mind leaving my room untidy.
But, weekends is a " die-die must clean my room or mom will do it " basis.
Well, parents are out having breakfast.
And sadly, when i gave Dad a call after the seminar,
he asked me to go home on my own. (-___________________-)"
He has been asking me to go to school and come back home on my own now.
Its freaking irritating.
Cause for the whole bloody 2 years,
Dad was the one who gave ride from home to school and vice versa.
And now, he said i have too learn to be independent so i dont depend on him too much.
Oh, im so glad that i've done malay and core geog homework.
This means, im free tonight and tomorrow.
Yeayyahhhh.
plusplus, Fyan is superduper kind, i dont know why.
He has been sending me to school. ^^,
10 years back, i dont like to be around him.
7 years back, i imagined him as a monster.
2 years back, we reunite.
and up till now,our bond remains strong .
he reminds me of my childhood days, playing playground, spaceship ;
with our two other friends, faiziyyah and rusydi.
I wonder how is yaya and didi now.
*wondering*
Wednesday, April 22 21:20
For the sweet bitter times, thank you.
Common test is in a week.
im suffocating like a pig and my throat itch.
Today is wednesday, so im not shock why it happen today.
GAAAAH.
okay, self-control.
im going to bed soon.
Tuesday, April 21 23:07
I remember that day when you kissed my forehead and said you love me.
You took the anger out of me,
and it was the most incredible feeling i ever have after my fall.
Hush baby, dont talk much.
Lets just let the world revolve for a moment and let see whats gonna happen.
I dont wish to take any of your blames .
Just listen and think about it.
So far, what?
Saturday, April 18 12:26
Aye papi, happy 44th years old ey.And Kak Lee, happy 20th birthday.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
May all your wishes come true.
Papi, dont sad. Mama is getting old, that is why she is like that.
Oky, gtg.
Im gonna have peer-study later. weeeeee.
And again, ledicia no teu cumpreanos papi and Lee.yana
Friday, April 17 14:34
chat with andrea today,
and she was random as usual.
i miss her so much that i miss running. (?)
she said that the main conversation during break was always about YOG.
gag.
and and, it WAS the topic during our chat too.
HAHA.
Andrea, i swear, if tyson gay come to Singapore, i'll stack him wherever he go.
He's like the fastest human alive that had a record of 9seconds plus for 100m.
And andrea say she's going to take over tyson's record. -.-
blablabla
okay, i just finished my homework 15. and there's still 16,17, and 18.
blargh. Thank God today is friday and tomorrow, there's no make up lesson or remedials.
Yessaaaaaaa.
I didnt sleep well yesterday.
Rough time, rough time.
Well okay, i think i have said much.
Cheers.
Wednesday, April 15 19:43
Okay, been doing homework lately.
Like wow?
hahaha.
had a really-really bad stomachache which almost made me cry.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
So while i was in the school canteen toilet,
i "explored" cookie(i named my phone, so what?)
And i made a story for keciq.
Shared this story to mom and she said " make a story about me too"
-______________- "
So, here's my story, a crap one.
This house belongs to Keciq. Her house is located near the road.
Her bunny loves to scare people who uses the road by jumping out of the house.
100 feets away from her home, she own a pond.
Everyday, she'll walk to the pond to visit her pets.
This is her two pets. Hodopet and nacrepet.One day, when she was walking back to her house, she saw a man.
It was a lucky thing she brought her nug.
She was happy to see him because it was her first time using her nug.
That someone was someone she have waited for quite some time.
His name is Hapterr.
Hapterr was happy to see her too.
He have heard stories about Keciq, whose extreeemly a terrorkiller.
She was so terror that she managed to kill hapterr.
Keciq felt hungry and she decided to eat hapterr.
She ate his head and his right shoulder.
And left hapterr alone T_T
But everyone else love her for what she have done!
So....
They decided to make a party or Keciq.
Everyone was there except for me because im the president,
and i created happy terrorist day.
Mr AL , from nusev came to earth to join in the fun.
So was plankton's wife.
but she was unlucky that she couldnt survive on land.
Mophead was there too.
Ohh,and she headbang throughout the party.
Mr longnose was there but he stood right next to the table to smell food.
Everyone was happy.
And so as Keciq.
And they live happily ever after.
The end.
keyword :
hodopet- hot dog pet
nacrepet- nameless creature pet
nug-gun.
hapterr- happy terrorist
nusev(not a german word)- venus
hahahahahha.
ps: Fai, thanks for the phone eh.
I wouldnt be this stupid if you dont give me your phone.
kay bye.
Monday, April 13 21:24
sedih. cry. tears. frown. wet eyes. afraid.frighten. missing. scared. pain. burn. broken.
love. one. dearest. hug. kisses. drop.dead
Sunday, April 12 20:28
finish this for me.
It wasnt any tag or anything, its just something random.
i dont want to finish my sentence, so lets play go figure,
and figure out what the hell im trying to say.
so,
life is so ___________right now.
I miss ______so much.
The last time we met, didnt ______so well.
I need ______right now. To ____me that im ____.
To ___me and ___me im going to be ____.
Please dont ____let __of me.
In this _________, i really ____your _______.
I ____up today, with a _________.
And i couldnt get ____to _____.
I was ________of you the whole _______.
I was ______ to get a ____ or a ____ from you.
_______, i really ____ you and honestly, i ____ ___.
Please, ____ me ________________.
To farreyd,
friend, you know, sometimes, making sense is boring.
you told me, in life, there's no smooth journey.
So im telling you now that really life has no smooth journey.
No matter how up your life is, you'll go down too.
i really know how it feels when someone dumps you.
Really, the feeling suck the shit out of you, true?
Anyway, not all girls are evil. As in, to their boyfriends.
look around, how many of the girls are close to their guy friends ,
but is still honest with their own relationship?
How many girls balance both time for friends and boyfriend?
Maybe, Chloe isnt right for you.
2 years may be something for you, but, think again, is it for her?
Who knows what she has kept away from you?
Like the one you told me.
Bro, i really feel sorry for you.
For all the things you have gone through.
Hang on there, you'll be okay soon. Just like me.
I bet A. told you about me loosing the two people i love right?
It was quite a sometime till i get back on my feets.
So, dont worry, cry for all you want, but is it worth it?
Is it worth crying for someone who's out there having fun, enjoying her night,
and you, stuck at home, crying and thinking of her?
Come on la, wake up.
We're talking about real life here, not some bollywood movie with perfect ending.
Real life doesnt have perfect ending, until you try to make it perfect.
Or worst still, you die making it perfect, okay?
You gave me best advices everyday, without fail.
But tell me, was it you who gave thoe advices or was it someone else in you?
Muhammad Farred Bin Razlan, you better act like a man before i dress you up like a girl.
Then, we can be sisters instead.
DO YOU WANT THAT?! HUH ?!?!!
stop crying, hang in there.
Thursday, April 9 17:11
You know whats the best part about life?making a mistake and learning from it.
Yea, i know everyone is disappointed with me.
I know the group now thinks otherwise of me.
My days as a dancer have ended and i dont wish to remember it.
I read Ain's blog, Reza's blog, Farreyd's blog, Andy's LJ.
And yes, everyone IS disappointed with me.
Im pretty much sure my classmates are disappointed with me too.
But, whats the point thinking about it now, right?
I know this is over and i know Ain didnt mean any offence but,
if she really was disappointed with me, why didnt she say it to me personally?
I wouldnt have come for the last practice and i wouldnt have tagalong for SYF.
You know, what hurts me most is that, people didnt ask me why i made the decision.
It has nothing to do with the dance group.
And it was clearly about studies and T&F.
Andy, if you say that as an SAL, i need to be there all the time,
then tell me, why did you assign me that position?
Reza, if you say you're disappointed that i didnt dance, tell me,
who's that fella who have been influencing me not to go for dance but come for the training?
I've decided something else.
Because i have disappoint almost everyone around me,
I think i dont want to tag along for any outings or overseas trip.
This journey is enough for me.
For now, and for once, i think i want to make my parents proud.
GET THOSE O'S CERT.
Monday, April 6 21:03
For everyone's information,tomorrow is SYF.
I really wanna wish everyone good luck.
And im really sorry for letting you girls down.
As a payback, im willing to help you girls out get ready tomorrow.
lets just pray that we'll maintain the gold standard and make me proud.
NICOLE, READ THIS.
Funny story, i have this friend of mine, Nicole, who's very close to me.
I told her about sports day on friday and expected her goodluck wish for me.
On Friday, the sports day, at 4pm, Nicole texted wishing me goodluck. BEST.
So i was telling her just now, Its not like the youth olympic games whereby the events are 24/7. HAHAHAHA.
NICOLE, KAU FUNNY EHHH.
Sunday, April 5 20:30
*update*Shocked to see this in Farrid's blog :
I hope you read this Q.
It is so disappointing how this friend of mine simply stop and gave up in everything.
What i learnt from the camp and from her, was to never give up, to always persevere and forever try in doing something even if it risk yourself.
The first time i saw her was at 5am when we were gathering at the porch for our morning exercise. She didnt very much attend to most of the activities due to school.I was astonish when i found out that she was our SAL and she's only 16 this year.Amazingly, im inspired by her in million things.She is someone who is strong at mind. Someone who is able to give and take. I had thousands of question for her, million things in my mind. And i know i had to get to know her. Its not wrong anyway right? Its not as if i fall in love with her. But i did fall in love with her credibility. I did, and i got to be honest in this. By the things she wrote in her blog, i just knew that she's not okay somehow, inside her , and she's not telling anyone because she know she'll pull herself down.
I judge people by the way they behave.She does take things maturely but i have to say that she doesnt take actions out of it maturely.Infact, hiding and running away from it is exremely childish. Till when are you going to run away from the real world Q? Im speaking up because as a friend, i hope you know that atleast or atmost, someone is out there for you. Your special companion, friends and even family. Q, i know that you just lost your bestfriend recently, but sometimes, speaking out will destress yourself. What are friends for? Stay strong Q, stay strong. (:
12:08
(idk why he has the "scene" look)
Anyway, To Muhammad Khairi Bin Samsi.
Everyday is a wonderful day to be with you.
i've yet to search for some answers and other things in you.
The more I know you, the more I love you.
I believe in karma.
What goes around comes around.
Trust me, and i'll trust you.
For yesterday's memories, today's love, and tomorrow's dreams ,I love you.
----------------------(cut here 8<)-----------------------------
its raining and i cant find a way to get to interchange without getting wet.
Damn i miss Leesya too but stop raining.
Okay, today's post is gon be bout ytd. and its gon be in point form.
- public performance.
- malay dance frm 8- 11.
- met love outside school, headed to bb int.
- love went off first and waited for syima, fat and baya at greatwall.
- Mr muslim gave a ride to pasir ris.
- had lunch in his car, slept.
- get ready at the void deck.
- attracted attention from residents.
- nanny cute.
- danced, funny, everyone selekeh.
- fatimah parted frm us.
- syimah and me speak in british accent then singlish.
- initially planned to go either downtown or tampines to buy subway cookies or famous amos but went home
- me and baya part ways from syimah.
- baya followed me home to finish her coursework.
- mom ordered McDelivery for us.
- stomach full, eyes are heavy.
- baya went home, izzie sleep.
okay, go write up a post for me using this words okay.
Thank you.
Thursday, April 2 20:17
it rained heavily today, and i no longer fear of it.
well my phobia didnt totally cleared but, yea, i got the hang of it.
For leesy.
anyway,
First and foremost, (feels like a speech here)
i would like to say a thousand sorries to malay dancers.
I know i was somehow a fool for behaving like that yesterday.
But really, i was so paranoid with the question
and i just had to scream on top of my lungs.
Im sorry Cg Kamel and Cg Siti.
I didnt know what to do.
I couldnt hang on anymore.
I repeat, i just had to scream and cry myself out.
Thanks Fatimah for calming me down.
I know, i have never been like this before.
Like i said, prolly im too stress.
Probably, i was aiming to achieve gold.
Thanks Syimah for the texts.
Thanks juniors for the "rest-well" wishes.
And lastly, this really touches me.
Thank you mom, for coming down to school, making sure i was alright.
Advising me and undergo this misery with me.
I dont know why, but the first person i had in mind when i wanted to talk to someone and let things out was Mom.
Mom really made me feel better. She even made me laugh.
She said she was gonna throw tutu away if she hear me giving up.
Daym, at times when she's good, she's really good.
When she's bad, i dont even think i wanna say about it. pffft.
Besides mom, thank you Khairi for making sure im alright.
He repeatedly ask if im feeling okay and ask me to rest well.
He's so sweet, sweeter than a candy. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
anyway, im also sorry for just now.
For raising my voice. I was pissed with the rain.
And im pissed that im qualified for the finals tomorrow.
i know i shouldnt let it all out to you okay, im sorry.
Really okay, im reallllly sorry. utterly am.
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Tag replies to Andy, Sam,Ifaa .
Ifaa : baayeeeeeeeekkk uhh. ask me to relink but you nver link me.
Sam : Babe, dont worry, im S.T-rong.
Andy : Semoga maju jaya eh? hahahahaha. I WONT GIVE UP OKAYY