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nananana, nananana yeah, you are the music in me
Tuesday, June 30 18:24
hey guys. dani here again. anyway, i was asked to keep the blog alive.Went out with the guys just now and trust me, i had the most awesome day out.
It was all because of this chic who was checking Reza out and urm, im kinda lazy to explain things, so what happened with the guys,is for the guys to know only.
But boy, trust me, we really had a good laugh.
Okay done. Go ajeyy now.
"MJ didnt died, MJ is still alive in our heart" - Andrea. HAHAHAHAHAHAH !!!!!
Labels: ajeyy oyye ajeyyy laah
D-A-N-I
Friday, June 26 13:20
hey guys. dani here. uhm im trying to post something much like izzie's usual post. izzie asked me to help her update her blog.
changed blog song too. hope she doesnt mind.
this song titled 'you are not alone' is a special tribute to our king of pop, Michael Jackson,
who passed away today. (1958 - 2009.)
i respect you, rest in peace.
this song goes out to izzie too actually. babe, you're not alone.remember that.
anyway, izzie is super sick currently. contact her via text or phonecall alright.
thats all i guess.
,dani
Labels: michael jackson the legend
shut the fuck up
Saturday, June 20 22:18
There's something that happens to us when we say yes to our painful experience.
Not yes as in "Yes, I loved it," but "Yes, this is so. Yes, this happened to me."
Instead of "No, I don't want this to be true. This didn't happen to me. They wouldn't have done that."
Look at all the energy it takes to say no to reality.
When I was ready and able to say
"Yes, I was hurt. Yes, my life was damaged by others, now what?"
That’s the point when my life started to change.
But anyway,
Yesterday meet up was really awesome.
Arzi&friend , Irza , Nana&friends , Arif , Amirrul & Sarah.
hahaha.
I was bullied by Irza and Arzi.
But yea, it was fun.
Oh & night out was waaay better.
I cant believe i was out till midnight.
Thanks to Amirrul, mom & dad allowed me to accompany him back home.
Irza was there too.
Hahahaha
I owe Amirrul & Irza alot.
Like seriously, i had alot of fun yesterday, with Irza.
So,Thanks guys.
HAHAHAH.
Labels: sing to me again.
i cant do this anymore ;(
Friday, June 19 11:29
lately, i've been thinking about what everyone is telling me.
i mean, letting go and moving on sure sounds hard to me.
I dont even think i might be able to pull this through.
He's the day, the night, the air and everything.
how should i possibly wake up one morning and say
" you know what, i think im gonna forget about him " .
You cant do that.
"It takes a minute to like someone, an hour to have a crush on someone and a day to love him,
but it takes a lifetime forgetting him "
i cant do this, guys.
i cant.
i mean, letting go and moving on sure sounds hard to me.
I dont even think i might be able to pull this through.
He's the day, the night, the air and everything.
how should i possibly wake up one morning and say
" you know what, i think im gonna forget about him " .
You cant do that.
"It takes a minute to like someone, an hour to have a crush on someone and a day to love him,
but it takes a lifetime forgetting him "
i cant do this, guys.
i cant.
you suck, thug.
Thursday, June 18 09:26
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okay,there is one guy who is fucking irritating.
irritating , in a sense that you wanna slit his throat.
he cursed me for nothing and i was like god damn you.
he has low self esteem and always ask a girl to call him so he can like on the phone with her.
he asked if i can call him to talk on the phone.
course i said no. and he started to vulgar.
oh, and wait, he said that he's tryna be friendly.
friendly, which involves vulgarity?
Eh friend, grow up, you're 19, start acting like one.
You're a total bitch.
A bitch ,cause he thinks he's gd looking (i cant deny) , and am so proud of himself.
but hey mister, looks will take you no where if you have that shitty attitude.
so what if you have pretty girls and boys as your friend?
That doesnt makes any difference either.
And for your information, you were the one who started cursing.
Eh, you can jolly well get a life, cause you seriously need one.
The life you're living right now is full of shit , i tell ya.
So? you have link to my blog? i dont friggin care either.
Be it, go fuck yourself dude.
God dont bless ya alright.
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of all the people you miss, i wonder, why didnt you miss me.
i wonder how much fun you're having when im right here, thinking of ya.
sometimes, i wonder, why is it me, who hafta endure this piece of shit.
above all the things i've said, i dont regret that you happened.
Tuesday, June 16 23:27
To Muhammad Sufyan Bin M Suhaimi,
i miss you like oh so much.
You're the only person who can make me smile yet be angry with you.
And im really longing for you cause i really miss you.
Your morning hugs and ofcourse the kiss on the side of my face.
I miss that, hunny.
I miss you.
i miss you like oh so much.
You're the only person who can make me smile yet be angry with you.
And im really longing for you cause i really miss you.
Your morning hugs and ofcourse the kiss on the side of my face.
I miss that, hunny.
I miss you.
Monday, June 15 20:07
It's the loneliest feeling in the world ,
to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down.
To have everybody look at you and say "what's the matter with her?" .
It feels as though you're walking down an empty street,
listening to the sound of your own footsteps,
When shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you.
And you aren't sure whether you're walking towards something, or if you're just walking away.
Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it.
But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me.
I don't know what to do.
I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, is hurting me ten times more.
It is so ironic because that's how I live my life.
I smile on the outside, and everyone thinks I'm doing fine,
but I'm always dieing inside, always one step away from the edge,yknow?
I can't be happy to be who I am because I don't know who I am anymore.
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces.
Each one is different, but they're always the same.
They mean me no harm but its time that I face it,
they'll never allow me to change
But, I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong,
I'm moving on.
To whoever im angry with today, im really sorry.
I wish i could explain things.
I dont wish anyone to say they're sorry anymore.
It was my fault. Im sorry.
Labels: life has no boundaries
Friday, June 12 06:36
*temporary blogskin. gonna create a new one soon okay,this layout is complicated to me, if you do feel the same,
bare with it fr awhile okay.
Something happen along the way.
And i cant get it out of my head now.
Its the only thing thats been on my mind.
Should i tell you this?
But things will definately change and im not gonna be happy about it.
And im sure of that.
Im hoping you'll read this post "x
Cause, you've told me you read my blog.
I hope that you dont get the wrong idea about this.
However, if you ask me directly, face-to-face; i'll definately tell you.
This song is for you.
pause song above, to play.
ps: i removed password cause yall keep bugging me in the night ,
asking where's my blog. -.-
Labels: just a girl, that's all i'll ever be to you.
Wednesday, June 10 20:25
i dont know why after the long run, i still dont feel better.
Anguish? Outraged? Dismay?
I feel like crying, but whats the point anyway.
There was a major dispute between me and Andy, and i really am sorry.
I hate being lugubrious, i swear.
The last time i had this feelings was, november.
Although im in a predicament,
i really had a great time hanging out with the cheetas.
You people were really profound in helping me lift a smile.
Eventhough i was kinda like having heartburn and sorts,
the way yall ignominious each other about the past really cracked me up.
T_T
When i was on my way to school,
Andrea texted me.
She asked
" If you could have anything, what will you want to make yourself feel better? "
After the super long day,
i feel that i just want a kind soul to sit right next to me,
Hugging me tightly and just let me cry without any words being spoke.
Possible ? you tell me.
Tuesday, June 9 20:12
Today was the day, which i cant figure out my mood.I really wasnt being myself just now, and im sorry babes.
Im really grateful to have all of you. And i really mean it.
Thank you Faezah & Amalina for the "surprise".
Although i kinda blank out fr a moment and felt blood rushing in my brain,
Still i think its like the most unbelievable thing that happen today.
Anyway, i really really should thank mawar for consoling me.
She'll always be there and try to calm me down .
And im never in doubt whenever a problem comes crawling in my life.
Plus, ( this will be useful if Shaun reads this ) "x
Thanks for the text -.- "
Heart attack oyye.
And again, thanks fr the recent text AGAIN.
Oh boy, trust me, i'll die soon.
Hahahahahha.
Damn you're sucha hotass pe teacher.
Woooooo.
And damn, you're gf is so damn lucky to have you *drool*
Okay, im back to reality.
So, to ash too,
Thanks for ytd, i was really calm, reaaally calm.
Erhm, Shya Andy & Rina, thaaaank you so much for making sure i was okay.
Ps; shya, pls lah, not mrs shaun. thats too much alr.
^^,
And lastly, when there is love among two soul, trust among each other will come in handy in the relationship.
With that, i end this post with
"there's only two good reason why a man loves you ; 1) they love you honestly 2) they love your body . whats your man like? " -Andy.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, June 6 10:22
mom and dad are out to breakfast.and dad gave me the permission to use the computer.
but, i hafta switch it off before they return home.
Im left with half an hour.
Anyway,a very much thank you to Izwan for cheering me up ytd.
Woohoo.
Too bad you gotta work today and cant go johor.
Hahahaha.
"you're the one who made me smile. you're still a part of me, how i wish you're still mine"
- nur jannah allia; you.
Tutu, from me to you, i love you and i miss you so much.
Labels: Tutu oh tutu
Friday, June 5 06:35
Im at Rina's place, i just want to use the computer so badly.OH yes, im grounded bytheway, for 5 months.
I cant use the computer as and when i like.
So anyway, i've been spending my afternoon with my art coursework.
And yes, Mawar noticed that i'll just burst into tears every 10 mins after the other.
I miss Leesya so much yknow.
Although she's gone, i still feel that she's around me.
For the past one week, i feel like im living in my past.
I dont know why.
I miss everyone in the past.
I miss the things we did.
And on top of that, i miss every single laughter we shared.
It doesnt matter with who.
Cs its everyone in the past i missed.
You guys ever had the feeling whereby your stomach feels funny ,
when the bus hit the humps.
Everytime i flashback to my past, it feels that way.
And the feeling is still fresh though.
Anyway,today is friday.
And weekends is up.
I hafta study cause parents is gonna be home.
Apart from my past, im always lucky to have people like:
Fyan,Shya,Nadhir,Masma,Sillah,Aini,Arvin,Izwan,Sheryl,Andy,Reza and Farrid
To endlessly support me everyday and everynight,
And going through thing thing called life with me.
Thank you korang.
I love you many many.
XOXO
Labels: on hiatus.