Monday, July 30 22:56
its quite a long week that i last post anything


well.. been busy lately
super!
aniway.
so sad, this mth monniversary falls on sunday.
cant celebrate. cant go out.
thought of celebrating it on saturday, but i have a performance.
was thinking of friday
but on friday, he have his ncc training.
again, change to thursday.
too bad, there's full dress rehearsel so changed again to wednesday
but wednesday i have dance trainings
so you should know it.
we're celebrating it tmrw instead.
so sad.
super advance.
ahahkk
aniway
treating darling secret recipe. ((:
haha can anot hah?
hope he'll eat lots and lots and lots of food
nyahaass.
okey, im feeling sleepy right now.
time for me to sleep.





like what she said, dont make promises.just keep it.



Sunday, July 22 14:44
i love you soo much can?

12:50
i've been sick for a month now.
its getting irritating
been down with so many things
misunderstanding with lots of ppl


- friends
- teachers
- dance mates
- and my hotstuff

`friends
i know, i've change ever since im with him
seriously, i too miss the time we had together.
ecspecially the time after school.
in lynn's house, westmall or whatever.


`teachers.
i know as a chairperson i must be
responsible,
neat
not rude

and oh whatevr.
i can be all that
but i cant promise you that i can really be that good.
hey, im a human being too.
my character is just the same as evryone else.
i admit.
I AM RUDE TO MS NG
cause she just piss me off every math lesson. i cant understnad what crap she's talking okey?
miss bong might be wondering why
well that's the reason
i hate it when teachers always depend on the chairman to do this and that.
please dont have high expectation on me
cause i suck at it.


`dance mates
maybe im not really ready to be ur leader
im not a good role model
and i dont have what it takes to be a leader.
just because im a chairperson
that doesnt mean i have the potential to be a leader too.
a leader means i can lead you girls.
but me my ownself cant lead my life,
how am i suppose to lead you girls?
i can see that im a bad leader.
BAD!
i've made my mind to talk to mdm norlia and im thinking of replacing the leader
you may reject my opinion but when this leader which i have in mind take over
you girls too will admit that she is better than me.
i thought of trying and not to give up.
but its too hard for me too handle.
i feel as if, all of you are not giving me the space and time to actually change.
im trying my best here and all of you didnt even notice it.
what i did right was never mention.
but what i did wrong is always the topic of you girls.
handling this critism is very hard.
every morning during dance training days,
i look foward in coming and being a better leader.
but every evening after the trainings,
i frown. im sad. i was disappointed in myself.
for not being what all of you expected me to be.
cant all of you walk with me to my right path
instead of sitting under the tree and laugh while i walk in a circle
making new mistakesI AM SORRY GIRLS.



`dearest darling
im giving you problems arent i?
its just not me right?
i know, im sorry.
i hope by now, you know what problems i have.
i love you soo much okey?
but why did you think i love him?
there's no 3rd person in our love story ok?
please dear. i love you
only you.
okeyy?






Monday, July 16 20:59
geee
dancing evryday.
last week the whole day.
today, tmrw, the day after tmrw, the next next day after tmrw
3 days off, which is friday, saturday, sunday.
then.. continue..
monday.. wednesday.. blablabla
well..
kinda stress at the moment.
ceey.
izzie is stress.
its been 2 weeks now and im still stuck with flu and sore throat.
god dammit. whats my mistake? im sorry.
dont punish me with this sickness.
i want to get well soon.
Amin.
aniway..
darling just got his haircut.
aaha
cute la yer.
ahah
i fell infront of darling 2 times sey.
1st was on saturday. at mac.
then it was just now.HE PUSHED ME!
not fair la sey.
well.. yea.. thats about it.
i bet tmrw is going to be another busy day.
ahha
tc evryone.



Sunday, July 15 15:23
hello.
so bored but nothing to say.
bye now.





Thursday, July 12 20:49
When I first saw you I was afraid to talk to you.
When I first talked to you I was afraid to like you.
When I first liked you I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you I'm afraid to loss you.
Everyday that goes by it seems like I discover something new about you to love
it's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life,
you touch me in a way no one else ever has
and gave me so many reasons to love you.
When you thought I was in love with him,
you were so wrong, baby, I was loving you.
Why I love you is a hard question to answer.
I love you because you care for me like no one else I know.
I love the way I feel in your arms,
so safe from dangers in the world.
I love your eyes,
so hypnotic and mesmerizing,
beautiful to gaze into,
and yet never revealing everything to me.
I cant explain every way that I love you
because thats in possible.
But I can say I love you because you are you.
When you smiled you had my undivided attention.
When you laughed I had the urge to laugh with you,
but when you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.

Tuesday, July 10 21:44
okey, im back frm my night religious class.
my body was there but my soul was in lala land.
i slept for 15 mins at mama's knee.
aahaha!
soo tired
life is getting interesting i must say.


"I've learned... that family and friends are what make us who we are today, and without them we would never be complete."
goodnight for now.

09:15
haha! im in school blogging right now
supposingly i have to do english assignment
but oh well.. as you know, im lazy to do so.
ahahha
okok. guess what, im hungry and i think i trees are cute.
haha
i slept in canteen just now at about 8 plus during malay lesson.
well..mdm azizah didnt came to school today.
ahhaa! and and and!
i drool wihile sleeping!
goosh!
yazlynn was like .." omg! my beg!"
ahahha.
SORRY dearest yazlynn.
ahha.
plan to go back straight after school.
but then ain wanted to go to west mall to buy sushi's .
have to tell hunny or else he'll be down finding me somewhere in westmall.
cause i told him i want to go home straight right.
haks.
okey, aniway. 15 mins to recess.
haha((:
soo hungry yet soo happy.
i'll post another one tonight.
after my religious class aiyte?
ok evryone,
I LOVE YOU!

Monday, July 9 20:35
booo!!
i suck today!!
my behaviour stinks.
heeyaaark!
aniway, cant wait for future.


Today's quote -
When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind and then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power.



Sunday, July 8 13:35
hello.
im bored.
throat sore.
day sucks.
farktard.
bye now.
tc

i wrap it up with a picture of me.

00:32
daySUCKS
life cant get any better.
that's all i can say.
ohh no! i forget,
goodnight ):

Friday, July 6 18:00
im back?
ahah
sort of.
aniway.
lazy to talk. school sucks.
let the pictures do the talking