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Thursday, June 17 13:35
Firstly, Muhammad Hairil Bin Samsuri ,
Thank you. Thank you for everything.
Thank you for going through my ups and down.
Thank you for always making me smile.
There are moments in my life that I'll always remember, not because they were important, but because you were there.
I love you because I know you're always there ;
there to catch me when I fall.
there to listen when I need you, there when I feel alone.
I love you because you understand me ;
you know how I feel even when I can't say it ,
you know I'm not as strong as I say .
I love you because you make me ; believe, believe that I am not worthless.
Believe that I can be loved, am loved, and can love others.
I would give my life up to be with you.
And above all, i'll never hurt you, lie to you, or leave you.
And secondly, my friends asked ;
" Do you regret doing what you did cause you do know that some people hate you now right? "
My answer ;
I never regret anything that has happened to me in my life ;
even if its about making a bad choice,
deciding to do something I shouldnt have,
saying the wrong thing or not doing something I should have done.
Because all of these things have given me the knowledge I have today and helped make me who I am today.
And that is one thing I will never regret.
At times, feelings and people change.
I do not have the right to be angry at whoever who's angry with me.
Yknow why, cause i admit im at wrong.
But the least that these people can do is ask.
These people dont know why i didnt go to them.
These people dont know why i did things unexpectedly.
Its okay if they're not supportive of me now.
Atleast, some people in my life thanked me for whatever that's happen.
Mom isnt like the past.
She's more social with Dad & I.
And she's learning to accept things now.
So as Dad.
He's frequently asking about my relationship ;
and we're talking to each other in a way that friends talk to each other.
Grandma and Grandad thanked me for getting the family back together.
Uncle Rafie, Uncle Annuar.
And my aunts and uncle + parents are learning to accept Uncle An's wife too.
Above all,
I thank God for everything that happened.
Amin
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