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Muhammad Hairil Bin Samsuri
Thursday, July 22 18:57
Dear Hairil,
Im sorry i vent my anger to you.
I never thought that today, was the day that i'll rupture to the extend.
I never meant to make you wail.
And i certainly didnt mean to hurt you internally and externally.
I know i didnt had to exploit.
I know i was wrong.
Im untolerable and delicate at heart.
Yes, i was enraged, but its only temporary.
And i never get angry for more than an hour.
I know you're more vexed than i am, but from the bottom of my heart,
Im really sorry.
Day to weeks to months.
You taught me that love isnt just about having butterfly in my stomach.
Its about understanding each other and going through everything together.
You taught me that love isnt just about jokes and laughing.
And its also about tears and anger.
But importantly, you taught me how to be a well-mannered lady.
I love you so much that when you hit that wall, my heart shattered.
ALl i can think of was getting out of that scene.
But it just got worst.
The thought of leaving you never crossed my mind.
And trust me, i wont even go there.
You're the best and i wont find another you.
Like the saying, Life is unperfect but with you, it is.
Apart from apologising, I'd like to thank you.
For tolerating my imbecile-ness ( idk if there's such word ).
For loving me whole heartedly.
And, thank you cause without you, i wont know the meaning of love.
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