I guess this is my relapse.
I wanna be on a remote. I just have this complusion.
I cant agree more with what Aqie said.

I've been wasting most of my time doing nothing.
I change, and i really dont know who i am anymore.
Its hard to figure out what's my goal now.

I miss my friends.
Yes, the whole lot of you guys out there.
I laugh, but it doesnt mean im happy.
I have my ups and down.
But i guess, lately, i havent been telling anyone yet.
People dont see the real me.
Never.

Yes, im still tipsy, but im really posting now.
When will you see me posting this kinda shit?

Right now, there's millions and zillion of things that i wanna say.
But i dont know how to say it.
And i guess, i should stop my grumble.

I just dont know why im so angry with myself.