Masai Day
Saturday, July 10 22:02




The initital plan for today was to complete CMB.
Unfortunately Farhanah cant make it and Shanaz went out with her family.
Met Hairil & stonned till Fyfy arrived.
Headed to town & i was f-in masai.
Hairil and Fyfy had to endure 5 hours cause i keep complaining about the way i dress.

Pfft.
Anyway, i dont like going to school nowadays.
Apart from having matreps in campus, im always being left out.
And honestly, i thought of changing to a different class.
Well, i cant do it now cause its kinda late to change etc etc.
But i guess, i'll get mom to do it for me next year.
Everyone is so different in my class.
At a certain time, i feel like a complete stranger.
Im always leaving early cause i cant stand a day in school anymore.
And its always a relief when i stepped out of school site.
Cause, its like, no one cares at all .
But on friday, something hit me real hard.
Lailaty asked if i was okay and if anything is wrong.
She's like the first person out of all , to have the heart to ask.
I was so shocked.

I shant jusy say about my peers in school.
Even my used-to-be-ultra close friends arent updating me about anything.
Track buddies , secondary school close friends.
Ein, Nad, Mawar, Andy, Sheryl , Farid ..
Where are you guy?

Lol.
My only bestfriend is my boyfriend.
But cmon, this is pathetic.
Lol.

I guess i expect too much from others.
I'll grow up.
*sigh*

Labels: