betrayer
Monday, March 15 21:54


I trusted you guys, and you guys mis-used it.
Where's the honour of it?
I gave you guys my respect.
And this is what i get in return?
Well, lemme just say this.

I treat you guys like my own brothers.
I go to you guys for advice. & yall too.
But i guess i was fatuous enough to think that yall can keep things to yourselves.
Something which is in between us.


I guess what I learned from all that is that real friends,
the truest of friends,
are really those who know all about me and like me anyway.
They are the people who no matter how long it has been ;
since I have talked to them or seen them,
I can call them no matter the time of day and just pick up where we left off.
Like no time has ever passed since our last conversation.
People like that are the ones that you feel comfortable with,
otherwise you wouldn't be able to do it.
They're the people who are really there, no matter what.

Im not sure if im indignant or disconsolate.
I still cant believe you guys actually betrayed me.
Im perplex . Really am.
I cant help but i just hafta whimper.
Thinking about this now, it made me realise i have no one to fall on to anymore.
I lost my pillars of strength.
I feel the loss.

&& guess what?
I broke down today, and it wasnt you guys i searched for.
Thankfully, you're there.
I was wrong to make the first impression about you .
I know, i shouldnt have judge the book my its cover.
But, I'd like to thank you.
Lets go out one day together, thats if you dont mind.

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