Monday, March 23 20:46
great.
im totally worn out today.
Yes, very.

Sir was lecturing me through cellphone.
And coach was nagging at the whole dancers for not keeping up to standard.
Im sick and tired of people not playing their part in the dance.
And im very upset with sir.
The first minute, sir is all "oh-you-can-ofcourse-focus-on-your-study" mood.
And the next minute, its the "your-school-is-way-important" mood.
freak.

Okay, whatever.
I am indeed pissed just now.
Look, you're not the only one who is tired.
You're not the only one who is making sacrifices here.
What about me? Didnt you think i sacrifice enough for this competition, huh?
im missing other trainings when actually ,its a must for me to be there.
i dont get it.
if this is the way you people "trained hard" for, then excuse me,
count me out of this competition.
I really have been thinking about this everyday.

Its true what coach said, for what dance if there's no heart to it.
Yes, i've come around now that dancing is just an activity which releases my stress.
And although is pretty much a sport, this really isnt the sport that i should pick up .

Next up, Sir, im really sorry, but tell me,
where did your sense go?
Tell me, how old am i?
how old are they?
Stop comparing me with them will you?
Yes, i want to be like them too, with scholars too okay.
If i dont put all my attention to my studies now,i dont even think i'll graduate.
I dont mind you nagging at me, cause its all worthless.
You dont set the rules here, mister. -.-

you're a pig.
go get a real life. this life of yours isnt meant for you.