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Saturday, February 28 19:19
CB you.
So now you're talking to me huh?
you ask why I say nothing is wrong when really everything is.
you should know whats wrong.
you're my friend, you're making bad decisions and its killing me to see you suffer like you are.
you just never see how what you're doing affects me because you don't care enough to look and see.
Next, you ask if im mad at you?
and that's your main concern after shattering my whole world?
tell me,mad for what?
breaking my heart or for all the lies?
Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed?
How about the fact you didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face?
Or the way you think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to you loosing a friend is no big deal.
So do you think im mad at you?
absolutely no. more like crushed.
did I ever really know you?
everything about you dont matter to me now, you're just being sick.
" i just realise i cant afford to loose you "
bullshit!
well you know what, when you just realise you cant afford to loose me,
you're just dreaming cause actually,
you already lost me the minute you turn away.
someone told me once that i have other good friends.
so, why should i care much for you?
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ugggggghhhhhhh.
I dont want to fall for this.
really, life was down before this.
i swear, now that my sense is back, im feeling way better than before.
jeez, how can one arm help itself?
im sick and tired of this.
i want let things out, but i dont want to reveal anything personal.
but i want to tell you this.
i know you know who you are.
so here goes,
all i want is to be the girl falling asleep in your arms
and not caring about anything else in the world except how I feel right there with you.
just give me a hug and wipe away my tears.
smile at me and promise that everything will be okay.
sit here and listen,
tell me im fine the way i am cause it always sounds best coming from you.
hug me and say that i dont deserve this because im starting to believe that I do.
please just once be there to steady my shaking hand.
be there to laugh away all my problems.
be there to tell me that it's all going to be okay.
i hope your journey home from johor will be a safe one.
please bless me.