Tuesday, February 10 19:55
im like pissed off with 3 people.
i dont want to name those people.
but really guys, grow up.
do i have to define what grow up is for you?
if you say you're not a child anymore,
then stop acting so childish.
this pisses me off, like totally.

FY eh.
piiiiish.
looking at this situation,
one thing that i'd like to say is, stop bullshitting.

apart from that,
today was just okay.
was being random in english class.
Mr Yen keep repeating "Izzie, izzie" for quite a number of times uh.
Gag!

To this friend whom i talked to in class,
i dont want you to be sad.
i hate to see someone emotionally broken down.
i was in your shoes.
but i realise, that no matter how many tears i've shed,
things just wont get any better.
i was a stubborn girl.
i lost trust in myself.
i lost trust with everyone.
i neglected everyone and even my studies.
i break down everyday.
and i wish for my bestfriend to come back.
sometimes, good things comes to an end for better reason.
God is fair. Believe in yourself and have faith.
You shouldnt dwell.
You should be angry, you should be developing a sense of hatred
you should trust yourself.
I realised that when i broke down, it made me a useless person.
It was an obstacle and i failed to pass through it.
I keep falling and no matter how hard i tried to stand back on my feets, i'll fall.
I consume more than enough cancersticks a day because i was so down.
Babe, posting this for you and seeing you cry really made me want to cry too.
But, i didnt want to break down, cause i know, its gonna be hard for me to get back on my feets.
Babe, take your time.
Grive, cry and let everything out.
Yes, It takes time to get back on your feets, i can agree.
But just make sure, you dont loose yourself.
Make sure you know how far you have walked in you life.
I'll always be there for you.
And now, i dedicate this song for you.



You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts