Sunday, January 25 16:52
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are you dumber than dumb?
fuckyou la eh.

i admit i once did a mistake,
but that doesnt mean my life is trashed.
dont act as if you're doing the right thing for me.
both of you are bias.
you think you're doing whats best for me.
you think you're always right.
what?! im not suppose to live my life the way i want it to be?
now im telling you this, the mistake here, is both of you!

eh, bloodyhell, i wish you are reading this okay,
you people are too much.
did you think that i am too stubborn that i wont change?
didnt you think that i can learn from lessons?
if you're my parent, act like one.
you're not giving me any space for me to grow,
nor a place for me to be a better person.
my acts rely on you.
and my mistakes keep repeating cause you wont give a damn about my needs.
its all about your needs.

sorry to say that your life isnt what you wish for.
but it was your mistake and it wasnt mine.
i came after you live your life.
it was your mistake.
so quit trashing on my life.
bloodyhell.

fine! im still under your custody an i must listen to you.
but that doesnt mean that parent cant listen to their daughter's say.
that doesnt mean, each promises a parent made with their daughter can be broken!
what happen to your new year resolution dad?
if you're not dumb, stop acting like one!
i remembered the last time you said this
" yes, you can meet your girl friends that i've already know"
what happen to that man?

i know that Fai has crashed your dreams, but dont take it out on me!
im just 15 and i need space,atleast.
if you think you're being right about all this actions that you take,
you might want to think again.
if you think you're a good parent who has succesfully brought their children up,
think again, cause defintely, you're failed being my parent.
honestly.

somehow, right now, i wish the clock stop ticking.
somehow, i wish i can lean on someone.
somehow, i wish that someone would actually understand me.