Sunday, December 28 22:42


ohana means family in hawaii.i learn it from lilo & stich.
friends are my family, and they mean alot to me.
every fight i had with friends, i hope its over in the next two minutes.
every misunderstandings i have with friends, i hope its cleared and its all good.
i lost two great souls, whose close at heart.
Leesya is my sky.
she was my other half, she was my light, she was my everything.
Arifin has been a good brother to me.
he was my ears, my shoulders, my eyes, my guider.

i cherish each and every moment we spend together.
for better or worst, i love the both of you.
the laugh like there's no tomorrow,
the tears , the jokes , the dance.

iqa, please be strong, i know its hard.
i know how you feel, i know it sucks.
but you know what, he doesnt like it when you cry.
he doesnt want you to cry.
i bet he wants you to be happy cs he's safe now.
and i bet he's watching over you.
i bet he loves you very much.
i bet he'll prefer your smile than your tears.
sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people.
but you never forget them. and sometimes, it's those memories that give us the strength to go on. so be strong hunny.

oh yes, speaking of friends, i bloghopped to a friend's blog.
and i missed something i had 6 months ago.
she is a good listener.
she is a good helper.
but i guess, things changed after june.
i shall respect her and not mention her name.
so to you, here it is.

dear friend,
you have not lost me.
but i guess it was me who got lost
and got into the wrong path.
i know i didnt treat you well and im sorry.
i didnt know what i had until its gone
i didnt take notice of the people who's there for me & who wasnt.
but i realised now that everyone should be treated equally.
i've lost friends and i had enough of it.
new year's around the corner and i hope its a clean start for us.
you are like the stars on cloudy nights,
tho no one can't always see you, i know you're always there.
and you know what,
my real friends aren't the ones i spend the most time with,
but the ones i share the most memories with.
i used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to.
now i know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your hearts.
thanks for always being there for me for the past 2 years.
i hope there wasnt a split in the circle of friendship ,
that we build over the past 3 years.
i love you, girl. T_T

friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world.
i find my time with my friends, the best times of my life.
my friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.
i'm so happy, cause today i found my friends, they're in my head.