Friday, November 21 23:43



so, currently , life is in a good ride.
if you know what i mean.
and to be honest, moving on isnt a bad thing afterall.
i get to meet new people, get new ideas, exchanged thoughts, etc.
yes, khalil knocked my head. haha
he said the old izzie was better ;
confident, know what she wants, or in other word, independent.
i had a hard time standing back on my feets.
but with some hands reaching out to me, its much more easier than i thought.

talking about friends.
where did my friends go?
some helped.
but what happen to the friends who said "i'll be there for you always"
but when i needed them at my worst,
all i see is some footprints walking away from me.
i miss ein, i miss didi, i miss leesya.
i miss andy, i miss ryan.
are you people away?
or just drifting away?

Sarah has been there for me for better or worst.
Although she's a pain in my ass, she's the only one i can trust.
Sarah, if you're reading this, i love you deep deep okeyy.
Its a lucky thing you're outside and im inside the room.
or, you'll just happen to see the tears thats' rolling down.
If i happen to fall asleep today, maafkan la aku.

* aku sungguh masih sayang padamu
jangan sampai kau meninggalkan aku
begitu sangat berharga dirimu bagiku
dan ku pastikan setia dihatimu
dan ku korbankan semuanya untukmu
sungguh kuberharap kau pun bergitu padaku~

okey, back. ahahah.
tomorrow im having breakfast date with sarah.
then im meeting my classmates at 10 -.-
pathetic.
hah.

im off now.