Sunday, November 16 22:13




Im missing Leesya badly.
i cried yesterday cause i was f-in tensed.
i just had to break down.
Yea, everyone said i must be strong.
everyone said i must move on.
But they dont know how deep i fall this time.
Crying infront of everyone hurts less than faking a smile.
Didi and Yan was right.
I do run away from my feelings.
But no matter how far i run, i know that i'll return home.
Yan, i give up. really, i give up.
you're right and i was wrong.
i cant run away from everything,
cs everything will come back to me.

Who am i gripping on to now?
Whos' gonna be there for me now?
Whats' gonna happen in the future ?

i've yet to find the answers.


* i look at the moon every 15th,16th cs its a fullmoon.
she's so pretty that i wish i could be her.
she glows at night and i wish i do.

fck,im being so emo.
goodnight now.