Monday, October 27 21:32
i know exactly why leesya made that promise with me.
i know exactly why.
its for time like this when i need her the most.
i know why we had our own handshakes.
i know why she hugged and kissed my forehead when it rains.
i know why she's always being honest with me.
i know why she reminded me of my friends even if i dont favour them.
i know why she reminded me to b happy always.
i know why she wanted to see my last smile.
i know why she pretended to sleep when i visited her.
i know why she didnt want to cry infront of me.
i know why she treasured so many people and so many things.
i know why she wanted me to follow her footsteps.
i know why she made me promise her that whatever happens, i'll have faith in myself.
i now know why. exactly why.

i have so many what ifs.
but to keep it short, i'll ask,
what if one day, everyone i love had to leave ?

i love Didi,
i love Leesya,
i love Ein,
i love Shya,
i love Nad-dy,
i love Andy
i love Sarah.

leesya ever said " dont stick to a friend, you might need the rest of your friends one day"
i know why now.
exactly why.

Md Quraisyidin,
i love you and you're all that matters now.
i thank you for the joy and laughter.
you're there when i need you.
my day can never go well without you going through morning with me.
with you by my side, i dont have to worry about anything else.
you created my past 8 months, and im waiting for the future with you by my side.
you're my wish that came true. i love you so much that i've never thought of letting you go.
never ever baby. never.

from the bottom of my heart, i love you.