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Monday, October 20 20:17
i deleted the previous post.it was posted today actually.i dont want anyone to know whats up.
and i dont want any sympathy from the readers. ( by tagboard reply)
i had a full one hour talk with fir.
its a " her ", her full name is NurSyawafirah.
people in campus call her fir anyway.
so,fir is leesy's gym partner.
she really had me back on my feets with those encouragements.
thankks. talking to someone who's really close to leesy really made me feel better.
cause she knows what im going through.
after talking to fir,
bby text me. and i gave him a call. haha.
had another hour of talk with bby.
he really made me feel better .
my bby has been cheering me up since like .. saturday (?)
yea, despite my stubborness, he didnt give up on cheering me up.
i know i think he doenst understand what im going through.
but i realised that he understand me the most.
by the way he interlock his fingers with mine,
it just tells me that he's gonna be there and im gonna be fine.
like i say, with everyday that goes by, something about him makes me love him even more.
and today, he made me feel lucky.
im lucky to have him (:
i love Md Quraisyidin.
and bytheway bby, dont worry if a guy comes up to me and starts talking to me in a flirty way.
you wanna know why ? cause no matter how hard the guy tries to steal my heart, he wont get any, cause its obvious that he doesnt have what you have. my heart(:
he doesnt have my heart. and you wanna know something else, i love you and i dont bother about anyone else. you've tried testing me didnt you. doesnt it proove to you?
okey, back to blogging.
so today wasnt like any other day whereby i go to sch with a big smile on my face.
this time, i really cant smile .
everytime i lift a smile, a frown followed up.
Mrs Chiam had to ask whats wrong,
Ms Tan had to look at me 3 times and then come up to me and ask whats wrong.
and Ms Prema asked if im ok cause she caught me with teary eyes.
well, thankyou teachers for the motivation.
daymn im so touched.
i know im not myself lately, but i'll get back to my feets really soon.
i cant promise, but i'll try.
cause leesy always says " have faith "
ps; leesy, wherever you are, just know i love you.
i never get to say this to you, and thats why i've been breaking down.
i want to be there for you. hold you tight to me before you take your last breath.
but i know, you'll come back. i know you wont leave me.
i know you love me . thats why i need you to know that i love you too, so so much.