Thursday, August 7 18:22
Bloodyhell.

drink bleach and die.
well,thank god its going to be a long weekend.

i wanna getaway holiday.
very badly.

thanks leesya for your making me feel better,
had a very long conversation with leesya.
i laugh, i cried.
the best thing about talking to leesya is;i can tell her everything & anything.

yes, im not afraid to tell her anything.
leesya thinks im stupid.
because she said one-sided love will lead to no where.
we had a little debate, as usual.
cause i know true love dont really exist.
and i told her maybe its just an infatuation.
&& then she reminded me of sharlin and khai
; getting in relationship at the age of 14 till now;22 .
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HAHA!
well, this guy has always been there for me me since idontknow.
but leesya thinks im stupid and she said

[1846] Fer.leesya:
waiting for a guy for 3 years and nothing miracle happened,isnt okey.having onesided love,isnt okey.going crazy for him when you're not in his heart, isnt okey.Bitch,even if you're one, DONT BE A DUMB BITCH!it took you 3 fucking years for you to realise its not worth waiting for ming,and you're actually waiting for Jadon? are you insane?how long is it going to be now? 5..8 years? tell me when you're done waiting for him.its going to be a world record, i tell you.


yadayadayada. i agree,okey? (*leesya if you're reading; shut up sia.)
and she thinks i shouldnt wait because she can see the future.
and my future isnt with him -__________-

leesya, i'll tell you when i've stop waiting.
im waiting.but i'll stop showing.


ps; just a friend;that’s all i've ever been to you
just a girl;who wants to be the center of your world