Tuesday, July 15 16:21





i havent been myself lately.
yes, i agree.
i break down more easily now adays.
im trying to hold on to someone,but im scared that i might slip away
having the world looking down on me, wasnt what i want.
i want to be the girl i use to be.
who am i running to? where am i going to run to?

im eating ice though everyone has warnned me not to.
and i've stop eating my medicine though mom has nagged about it.
i've recover so whats the use of eating those medicine?
to gain more strength? please.

im feeling rather lethargic in class.
i pay no attention to the teachers and even when they ask me to.
i couldnt bother to know whats up with school.
&& i dont know where to go for the next class.
i have no clue on what chapter is tested for the next test,
or when is the next test.

i laugh alot in school,
but i have no intentions to goof around during classes.
its the only time that i can ease my mind, for once . before i get home.

there are pros and cons of going to school.
but what i love most about school is the people.
you get to see them when you passby their lockers,
go up and down the stairs.
passby the canteen, or even going to the ladies.
even when you dont get to talk to them,
atleast i know how they are doing by the expression of their faces.

ps; like the roots, holding on to the soil.
im holding on to you.