Saturday, April 5 14:35
this week was the worst week ever.
day after day after day.
there's always unsolving matters to solve.
monday passed tuesday,
tuesday passed wednesdays
wednesday passed thursday
& thursday passed friday.

lets me just pointform it
so you dont have to read all the way.

monday
`fought with boyf.
`gave him 3 days to disturb or annoy someone.

tuesday
`forget to bring trackpants.
`had to run all over to bukit batok new town market,
to find for one.

wednesday
`forget to issue out consent form for early dismissal.
`ran all over school to find for 3e4 students.
`juniors wasnt listening to me during training.
`performance like sheetyou.
`pissed with dancers.
`pissed with performance.
`pissed at their sheetassattitide.

thursday
`thought of breaking up.
`wasnt happy in the stand of my life.
`was depress.
`performance sheetyoumore.
`had to harshtalk with juniors.
`juniors was living in their own world.
`wasnt a full force spirit.
`no aggresiveness in dance.
`no sharpness.
`used "tired" as an excuse.
`syimah was angry.
`ain was very andry.
`seniors disappointed.
`Ms siti disappointed.

Friday
`AAC.
`i was late.
`bigger dysfunction happened.
`was crying inside from 12.15 to 8 pm.
`oh only god knows why, and im not telling you.
`but talked to boyf.
`and things are ok.

see, i told you, wednesday and thursday is my bad day ever.
pfft.
but aniway,

i love you people who hugged me and comforted me.
` shya, who straight away stand and hugged me when i told her.
` ein and faezah who hugged me in the canteen.
` kyra for making me crazy.

aniway,this time, they feel condole for me.
i guess.
there's too many reasons why.
its just hard for me to put the words together.
aniway,
tears are coming out.
better wrap this up.

i found my smile.
thanks to ein,shya,keciq and big TY to kyrasayang.