Thursday, March 27 20:04
baby..
I need you near me now
I never knew just how
You're a part of me in all I am
I've never been more in the dark,never been this scared
Never was so uncertain of what to do or speak
I've never been so alone ,i've never been like this
I've never had more than i could keep

And what I need now is someone like you
Cant believe I didnt look you up
Even before I knew how you have waited for me
I know now and now
Im desperate,im calling out your name
Can you hear me?
Im falling & i cant feel your flame
It's so cold and I wanna go home
I wanna feel your arms around me
Can you hear me?
Oh please save me

Im so afraid of who I am
And I need your strength to live again
Now put my hand in yours
Cause you fill me up
And I know you'll always be there
More than enough


to the fuckers that keep irritating me,
i dont care if you all wanna do what fucking shits ok?
I SIMPLY CARE LESS.
congratulation in making my day suck.
i guess you're happy.

eventho i dont give feedback about your fucking lame jokes,
that doesnt mean im fine with it.
its either i dont bother to entertain your indiosyncrasy behaviour
or you're just have to move on from your "young" days and start acting like you're 19.

another issue come up to me now.
the guys in my school are so immature.
im not playing goody-two-foots ok.
im not bias but i judge people by the way they behave.

if you're 16, act like one.
like common, you people are graduating soon
and this is the kind of shitty attitude that you all have.
& think like the professionals do ok.
when you talk about smth or disagree with me,
TALK things out.
talking behind my back saying you're unhappy with me really shows how idiot you are.
you're being coward.

dear andy,
im so disappointed with you.
wth are you doing?
im not your girlfren.

and im not a toy.
go pick someone else who's a slut or bitch.
you got the wrong girl to mess with.
and seriously, you deserve that fucking slap.
in your face ok asshole.



im stepping down from being a vice-chairman.
arfterall, she did say that im irresponsible.
so, that shows clearly that im not suitable to be in that position.

oh,and mrs chiam.
IT REALLY WAS A MIRACLE THAT I FOUND THE LOST DONATION CARD.
if i hadnt prayed for it.
wish yourself luck and i might not find the card.
its really a good thing that i found the card ok.
imagine if i really lost it.
all i can say is,
HAHA.
i dont care whatever actions you wanna take.
i simply dont care.
and fyi,
if you wanna know.
you're being bias.
you give the malay students no chance but when its chinese student,
you dont give a shit

let me tell you first,
dont regret that my attitude towards you will change.
i've alr been behaving badly in ms tan's class cause i dont trust her anymore.


urrgh.
to ppl who make my day today,
baby,shya,faezah,syimah,nad,sarah,alex,

ty. ily. (: