Wednesday, December 26 12:41
What am i thinking right now.?
running.
i wanna run away from everything.
cause im scared.
im scared of what im feeling right now.

i dont wanna love anyone at the moment.
i dont wanna be touched.
i have someone in mind.
can i have his kisses?
can i have his hugs instead?
can i run away from everyone and bring him along?

dear ____.
i think im having a crush on you.
but its hard for me.
if i run away from my feelings,
what will others say?
what will you say?

lets just say if i didnt mention your name,
your not "him" .
gosh.
but its kinda harsh.
errgh.
okeyy, not now.
soon you people will know.

all i want now is my drugs.
i need kara petal && mummy.
only them.
so now, poof at the moment ok guys?

oh and i love my friends, check out what i wrote.

Friends?
i have the most amazing friends ever
my friends are always there for me
eventho,sometimes i forget their presence
they never forget mine
i just realise how important a friend is
they share most tears and laughter
there are many people who i can befriend with
but none are like them

boyfriend?
having a boyfriend may suck
but sometimes,having one is fun
yes,i suck in relationship.
and someone is in my mind right now
but arent i about to repeat my mistake?

my bestbest mates.
right now, i think my best mates are
;kara petal,
;ferlisya
;mummy && daddy.
they know how i feel,and what im going tru
&& im lucky to have them

lovelovelove
QUERELLE JADE