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Sunday, July 22 12:50
i've been sick for a month now.its getting irritating
been down with so many things
misunderstanding with lots of ppl
- friends
- teachers
- dance mates
- and my hotstuff
`friends
i know, i've change ever since im with him
seriously, i too miss the time we had together.
ecspecially the time after school.
in lynn's house, westmall or whatever.
`teachers.
i know as a chairperson i must be
responsible,
neat
not rude
and oh whatevr.
i can be all that
but i cant promise you that i can really be that good.
hey, im a human being too.
my character is just the same as evryone else.
i admit.
I AM RUDE TO MS NG
cause she just piss me off every math lesson. i cant understnad what crap she's talking okey?
miss bong might be wondering why
well that's the reason
i hate it when teachers always depend on the chairman to do this and that.
please dont have high expectation on me
cause i suck at it.
`dance mates
maybe im not really ready to be ur leader
im not a good role model
and i dont have what it takes to be a leader.
just because im a chairperson
that doesnt mean i have the potential to be a leader too.
a leader means i can lead you girls.
but me my ownself cant lead my life,
how am i suppose to lead you girls?
i can see that im a bad leader.
BAD!
i've made my mind to talk to mdm norlia and im thinking of replacing the leader
you may reject my opinion but when this leader which i have in mind take over
you girls too will admit that she is better than me.
i thought of trying and not to give up.
but its too hard for me too handle.
i feel as if, all of you are not giving me the space and time to actually change.
im trying my best here and all of you didnt even notice it.
what i did right was never mention.
but what i did wrong is always the topic of you girls.
handling this critism is very hard.
every morning during dance training days,
i look foward in coming and being a better leader.
but every evening after the trainings,
i frown. im sad. i was disappointed in myself.
for not being what all of you expected me to be.
cant all of you walk with me to my right path
instead of sitting under the tree and laugh while i walk in a circle
making new mistakesI AM SORRY GIRLS.
`dearest darling
im giving you problems arent i?
its just not me right?
i know, im sorry.
i hope by now, you know what problems i have.
i love you soo much okey?
but why did you think i love him?
there's no 3rd person in our love story ok?
please dear. i love you
only you.
okeyy?
